Christine McGuinness 収容する／認めるs ex 米，稲 '回復するd her 約束 in men' after childhood 外傷／ショック with males - 含むing a 麻薬 （麻薬）常用者 father, 性の 乱用 老年の 9 and 存在 強姦d at 13
Christine McGuinness 認める her ex-husband 米，稲 '回復するd her 約束 in men' after her childhood 外傷／ショック surrounding the opposite sex.?
The model and philanthropist, 36, 分裂（する） from the Take Me Out host, 50, in 2022 yet the 二人組 持続する a famously strong 関係 while co-parenting their children - twins Leo and Penelope, 10, and Felicity, 老年の seven.?
詳細（に述べる）ing her fraught 関係 with men throughout her life - 含むing 存在 the daughter of a 麻薬 （麻薬）常用者 and さまざまな horrific experiences with 性の 強襲，強姦 in her younger years, she said: 'Let's say that men 港／避難所't been the best in my life'.
When asked if 米，稲 helped 回復する her 約束 in men, she said: 'Yes, of course. With Patrick I 設立する someone that I felt 安全な with. We're very, very の近くに...
'I'll always 焦点（を合わせる） on the 肯定的なs. We're still around for each other. We may not be together as a couple any more, but as a family we're 極端に tight.'
Christine McGuinness 認める her ex-husband 米，稲 '回復するd her 約束 in men' after her childhood 外傷／ショック surrounding the opposite sex
The model and philanthropist, 36, 分裂（する） from the Take Me Out host, 50, in 2022 yet the 二人組 持続する a famously strong 関係 while co-parenting their children - twins Leo and Penelope, 10, and Felicity, 老年の seven (米，稲 and Christine pictured in 2018)
Christine 反映するd on her fraught 関係 with men, 含むing speaking about her father Johnny's lifelong 中毒 問題／発行するs - from which he is now in 回復.?
She said: 'He is 62 and in my whole life I have never seen him off ヘロイン. But I did a couple of weeks ago. I saw him clean for the first time.'
同様に as 取引，協定ing with 中毒 at home, she also 直面するd 外傷／ショック outside the house - when she was groomed and sexually 乱用d from the age of nine to 13. Her abuser, who was a の近くに family friend, 軍隊d her to watch violent and 性の ビデオs.??
She was then 強姦d by a classmate at a house party 老年の just 13.?
Last year, she divulged: 'My 関係s before Patrick were not very good. I'd say they were all pretty bad experiences. I don't know how to say it...
'Before Patrick, I had been sexually 乱用d. I was 強姦d. I used to pray, and it's sad now when I think about it, I'd pray every night that I wouldn't wake up in the morning. I just didn't want to live, just because it was so awful. It was just awful.'
Her words come after?Christine 明らかにする／漏らすd that she is 'not 脅すd of dying anymore' after taking part in the BBC's spiritual 引き上げ（る）ing show 巡礼の旅.???
The TV personality 反映するd on her experience of taking on the 137-mile 宗教的な trek while on The One Show on Wednesday.?
Christine 反映するd on her fraught 関係 with men, 含むing speaking about her father Johnny's lifelong 中毒 問題／発行するs - from which he is now in 回復 (Johnny and Christine pictured)?
During her 外見 on The One Show と一緒に 巡礼の旅 co-星／主役にするs Spencer Matthews and Sonali Shah, Christine opened up about how the 引き上げ（る） was transformative
巡礼の旅 sees a group of celebrities, all with different beliefs, 約束s, and backgrounds, don their 引き上げ（る）ing boots to 始める，決める off on a 中世 大勝する.?
During her 外見 on the show with 巡礼の旅 co-星／主役にするs Spencer Matthews and?Sonali Shah, Christine opened up about how the 引き上げ（る） was transformative.?
Speaking candidly, she said: 'I took away so much. For me 本人自身で, it was not 存在 so 脅すd of dying anymore. That was something that was really keeping me awake at night, I've got three children.'
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巡礼の旅 sees a group of celebrities, all with different beliefs, 約束s, and backgrounds, don their 引き上げ（る）ing boots to 始める，決める off on a 中世 大勝する
