EXCLUSIVEBritain's Got Talent 星／主役にする Sydnie Christmas 明らかにする／漏らすs 'soul destroying' struggle to make it as a singer and 収容する／認めるs 明らかにするing her '攻撃を受けやすい' 味方する on 行う／開催する／段階 奮起させるd Amanda Holden to 圧力（をかける） the Golden Buzzer
Britain's Got Talent 星／主役にする Sydnie Christmas?明らかにする／漏らすd the 'soul destroying' struggle she has 耐えるd to make it as a singer before finally getting her big break on the ITV show.
The gym receptionist, 28, from Kent wowed Simon Cowell with her rendition of Tomorrow on Saturday night and the music boss 認める Sydnie had even made him suddenly like the Annie show tune.
Amanda Holden was so blown away by Sydnie's 業績／成果 she 押し進めるd her Golden Buzzer, which awards the 希望に満ちた with a 位置／汚点／見つけ出す in the Britain's Got Talent live final.
And to receive 賞賛する from Simon and Amanda, 同様に as Alesha Dixon and Bruno Tonioli, was a life changing moment for Sydnie, who has spent her entire career 疑問ing she was taking the 権利 path に引き続いて years of painful 拒絶.
Now her luck has changed after Amanda compared the songstress to superstar Adele because of her wit and emotive storytelling ? and it all still feels like a dream to Sydnie, whose surname is really 'Christmas.'
Britain's Got Talent 星／主役にする Sydnie Christmas 明らかにする／漏らすd the 'soul destroying' struggle she has 耐えるd to make it as a singer before finally getting her big break on the ITV show?
The gym receptionist wowed Simon Cowell with her rendition of Tomorrow on Saturday night, with the music boss admitting Sydnie had even made him suddenly like the Annie show tune
Amanda Holden was so blown away by Sydnie's 業績／成果 she 押し進めるd her Golden Buzzer, which awards the 希望に満ちた with a 位置／汚点／見つけ出す in the Britain's Got Talent live final
In an 排除的 interview with MailOnline, Sydnie said: 'The reaction from the 裁判官s didn't seem real. It was validation... I have shown all these people how I feel and what I want to do.
'I was pinching myself. I thought this couldn't be real... this doesn't happen to people like me. I have 手配中の，お尋ね者 to do this forever. To be on 行う／開催する／段階, entertain, 成し遂げる and sing... singing is my thing. I have been trying to make that happen my entire career.
'It's so heartbreaking when I can't imagine doing anything else... ever since I was a little girl. When you're not 許すd to do that dream because people aren't letting you... that is soul destroying.
'I went on Britain's Got Talent in the hope that if I was to get on because it is a 過程 I could just give it a go... I've been doing auditions for so many years and I thought, I 港／避難所't got a lot to lose now.
'I am getting older, so the chances were looking やめる わずかな／ほっそりした for me that I was going to get anything. I thought to myself, sod it, let's give it a go... and then everything went so 井戸／弁護士席, which I didn't 推定する／予想する at all.'
After 卒業生（する）ing from D&B 学院 of 成し遂げるing Arts in London nine years ago, Sydnie has worked on 巡航する ships 含むing the 王室の Caribbean International where she starred as Rizzo in Grease, 同様に as featuring in show Starligh t 表明する.
But as a self-自白するd perfectionist who is 絶えず 努力する／競うing for more, Sydnie still longs to be a 主要な lady and is even 準備するing to continue as her own 行為／法令／行動する.
She explained: 'The thought of doing Britain's Got Talent made me feel sick because I'm stepping out on 行う／開催する／段階 very 攻撃を受けやすい trying to be myself... "Hi everyone, my 指名する is Sydnie"... that feeling was terrifying.
After 卒業生（する）ing from D&B 学院 of 成し遂げるing Arts nine years ago, Sydnie has worked on 巡航する ships 含むing the 王室の Caribbean International where she starred as Rizzo in Grease
Sydnie has appeared in 行う／開催する／段階 show Starlight 表明する but hopes to one day make it as a 単独の 行為／法令／行動する or 主要な lady after auditioning for 役割s her entire adult life
'It's something I have never done before, and it didn't 攻撃する，衝突する me until I was waiting backstage to go on and it's 神経s like no other. It's alright doing an audition probably that I know I'm not going to get but you keep going anyway, praying that you'll get a yes.
'I have done a couple of shows abroad おもに but my ideal goal and dream is to make it in London... I have always been the understudy or in the ensemble and have never been 権利 for the 役割s.
'The dream 権利 now is to a really good 職業 on Britain's Got Talent… I just hope it's 肯定的な. It would make a nice change for good things to happen with my career.'
She was the first of nine Golden Buzzers this series after her audition at the London Palladium moved Amanda to 涙／ほころびs.??
成し遂げるing in 前線 of her two nans, who were overjoyed seeing their granddaughter 後継する, Sydnie says it was a moment beyond her wildest dreams.?
She said: 'I didn't 推定する／予想する to get Amanda's Golden Buzzer. I am really, really 批判的な of myself, if I'm watching a 業績／成果 of me, I nitpick on things. I am 厳しい on myself. I'm a perfectionist.
'When I went on 行う／開催する／段階, all I 手配中の，お尋ね者 to do was a good 職業. The fact that I got the buzzer... oh my God, I didn't 推定する／予想する that at all. I would like to say it was a dream come true, but it wasn't even in my dreams... it was beyond my wildest dreams.'
に引き続いて Sydnie's audition, Amanda said, 'For me she had the same vibes as Adele in that she was humble and had a sense of humour, I said to Simon, she was a clown, but you could see it meant so much to her on the day.'
But Sydnie 収容する／認めるs she struggles to comprehend 存在 compared to Adele, 説: 'That is the most amazing thing to hear, to be anything like Adele is just the chef's kiss... do you know what I mean? Jesus Christ, thank you Amanda.'
- Britain's Got Talent returns with a brand-new series on Saturday at 19:30 and Sunday at 19:40 on ITV1 and ITVX?
