Louise Thompson has taken to Instagram with a 地位，任命する to 株 a glimpse of the realties of living with an 'invisible illness' まっただ中に her 現在進行中の traumatic health 戦う／戦い.
The former Made In Chelsea?星／主役にする, 34, looked sensational in a bikini as she danced with a 抱擁する smile on the beach with son Leo, two, in a clip which was filmed just two weeks before 存在 急ぐd 支援する into hospital.?
Louise wrote that 'On the outside, everything may seem 罰金, but on the inside, it’s a different story' as the ビデオ was then intercut with contrasting snaps of her health 戦う／戦い, 含むing tearful selfies and photos of her in her hospital bed.?
The TV personality?had a 'lifesaving' stoma 捕らえる、獲得する fitted last month after years of health woes and hospital visits に引き続いて a diagnosis of ulcerative colitis in 2018.?
She also suffe red a 近づく death experience in 2021 when she gave birth to her son who she 株 with fianc? Ryan Libbey.
Louise Thompson, 34, has taken to Instagram with a 地位，任命する to 株 a glimpse of the realties of living with an 'invisible illness' まっただ中に her 現在進行中の traumatic health 戦う／戦い.
The former Made In Chelsea 星／主役にする looked sensational in a bikini as she danced with a 抱擁する smile on the beach with son Leo, two, in a clip which was filmed just two weeks before 存在 急ぐd 支援する into hospital
Louise wrote that 'On the outside, everything may seem 罰金, but on the inside, it’s a different story' as the ビデオ was then intercut with contrasting snaps of her health 戦う／戦い, 含むing tearful selfies and photos of her in her hospital bed
In a 非常に長い caption Louise wrote: 'Here’s one for all of my 信奉者s that 苦しむ with an invisible illness or chronic 条件'
'Living with an invisible illness comes with a unique 始める，決める of challenges. On the outside, everything may seem 罰金, but on the inside, it’s a different story'.
'Let’s just say - the 関係 between one’s exterior and one’s 内部の health can いつかs be muddling. I’m a 広大な／多数の／重要な example of someone that may appear fit and healthy because I’m good at 構成 and take good care of my 外見'.?
It went on: 'I can easily switch gears and put on a strong 前線, but just because I’ve learnt to master that 技術, it doesn’t take away from the 苦痛, or more importantly the need to be listened to. Sadly I’ve 直面するd a lot of challenges over the past couple of years because I’ve looked so "井戸／弁護士席"… I’m polite to my detriment and I try to smile whenever I can which I guess can be 誤って導くing? It’s hard to strike a balance'.
'Some people I’ve spoken to 見解（をとる） me as a "ptsd 患者", often 全く overlooking any physical symptoms I 現在の with. I hate that label. Yes, I’ve been sick, yes my 長，率いるs been wonky, but I’m very much in tune with my 団体／死体 and my brain now'.?
Louise continued: 'If I have physical 苦痛, it’s there. This is the real 取引，協定. No messing around. Do you think that invisible illness is a choice? No thank you, it’s not v fun'.
'The constant need to explain why you might not look sick is one of the problems that 後部s its ugly 長，率いる やめる a lot when I speak to other 苦しんでいる人s. Another one is 取引，協定ing with skeptical ちらりと見ることs when using accessible spaces, like 無能にするd loos… 定期的に navigating that is a bore'.?
'It’s tiring having to 証明する the 存在 of something that others can’t see. As if chronic 疲労，（軍の）雑役 isn’t enough on its own. The sad truth is I’m stopped by IBD 苦しんでいる人s and those with invisible illnesses or autoimmune problems ALL THE TIME and more often than not they 簡単に stop me to say thank you for raising 認識／意識性 on their 条件 because now their friends or family 現実に take it 本気で'.
The TV personality had a 'lifesaving' stoma 捕らえる、獲得する fitted last month after years of health woes and hospital visits に引き続いて a diagnosis of ulcerative colitis in 2018
She also 苦しむd a 近づく death experience in 2021 when she gave birth to her son who she 株 with fianc? Ryan Libbey
In a 非常に長い caption Louise wrote: ' Here’s one for all of my 信奉者s that 苦しむ with an invisible illness or chronic 条件'
Before 結論するing: There’s an 圧倒的な sense of 孤立／分離 when others don’t understand the invisible 戦う／戦いs you 直面する. I know it might sound mad, but it’s just the way it is! So I’m just here'.
On Thursday Louise 株d photos of the moment she met son Leo for the first time' in hospital.?
She?almost died during the birth?in 2021 and was left with 地位，任命する traumatic 強調する／ストレス disorder.
Louise 明らかにする／漏らすd she 'had major attachment 問題／発行するs with her little boy' に引き続いて the traumatic birth but is now 'doing really 井戸／弁護士席' three years later.?
She 認める she was shocked she was able to 'smile' as she was joined by partner Ryan in the photo which showed her 会合 their newborn son for the first time.?
She was seen wearing a hospital gown and 直面する mask as she cradled baby Leo while sat in a 車椅子.
と一緒に the throwback snaps, the TV personality wrote: 'My camera roll 地位，任命する-birth is a bit atypical.?
'Instead of taking pictures of my baby, I seemed to be taking pictures of my 戦う／戦い 負傷させるs and 跡をつけるing them.
On Thursday Louise 株d photos of the moment she met son Leo for the first time' in hospital?
She almost died during the birth in 2021 and was left with 地位，任命する traumatic 強調する／ストレス disorder?
She reve aled she 'had major attachment 問題／発行するs with her little boy' に引き続いて the traumatic birth but is now 'doing really 井戸／弁護士席' three years later
Last month Louise 明らかにする／漏らすd her stoma 捕らえる、獲得する in a candid social マスコミ 地位，任命する?
'However, I do have a few pictures and ビデオs from those 早期に months and when I feel strong enough I have a quick ちらりと見ること 支援する.?
'いつかs it makes me feel funny, other times it makes me feel sad, but often it 簡単に reminds me of what is possible even during those darkest moments. The one thing it makes me do every time without fail is run upstairs to watch Leo while he sleeps (普通は the only time I would scroll through photos) or if he happens to be awake I’ll 抱擁する him extra tight.
'So here is the moment I met Leo for the first time. I can’t やめる believe that I managed to conjure up a smile for a photo. Then there was a pause. In many 尊敬（する）・点s.'
She continued: 'This isn’t 完全に out of the blue. I noticed that it wa s Maternal Mental Health Week and I 手配中の，お尋ね者 to 申し込む／申し出 up something hence the 推論する／理由 for looking 支援する.
'Before I 株 some of my thoughts surrounding childbirth I want to look at what the a im of this week is (I know there is a week for 血まみれの everything these days and I don’t think we やむを得ず need an excuse to talk about serious topics but いつかs these 肉親，親類d of 地位，任命するs and ‘weeks’ can feel a bit 十分な on and a bit preachy, 特に if you’ve never been through anything 重要な MH wise OR if you’re about to give birth). SO, let’s break it 負かす／撃墜する a bit…
'MMHW is a week-long （選挙などの）運動をする 献身的な to talking about mental health problems before, during, and after pregnancy.
'It’s not 目的（とする）d at 存在 ‘scary’. Instead, the goal is to raise public and professional 認識／意識性 of perinatal mental health problems. It’s important to 支持する for women and families 衝撃d, to change 態度s, and to break 負かす／撃墜する the タブー surrounding MH 同様に as to help people 接近 the （警察などへの）密告，告訴（状）, care, and support they need to 回復する.
'To start, I thought it could be helpful if you guys reading this 株d some of your own personal thoughts or experiences in the comments below to lighten the 負担 and also to help others feel いっそう少なく alone. Additionally, it’s important to 最高潮の場面 (to the gov) HOW MUCH OF A PROBLEM mental health can be に引き続いて the 入ること／参加（者） into motherhood.?
'If 株ing your whole story feels a bit 圧倒的な then maybe you could 令状 the MH 条件 you 苦しむd with instead (PPD, Psychosis, perinatal OCD, 苦悩, postpartum blues… or you could 簡単に 令状 ‘cried a lot’ or ‘felt worthless’ or ‘like a crap mum’).?
'I think you’ll be surprised by how many people DIDN’T find it a walk in the park. Feel 解放する／自由な to also 株 anything that helped you during that 堅い period, 含むing any 資源s. I feel like this is a 公正に／かなり 安全な space. I’m very lucky to have such 肉親，親類d and generous 信奉者s.'
