Kate Garraway opens up on 'new beginnings' as she spends 復活祭 Sunday with her two children - three months after husband Derek Draper's death
Kate Garraway has 株d a message of 'hope' and 'new beginnings' on Instagram, as she comes to 条件 with the death of her beloved husband Derek Draper.
The presenter, 56, 示すd 復活祭 Sunday by thanking those who are working as she spent 質 time with her two children while also working.?
In a message to her 1.2 million 信奉者s, the Good Morning Britain host penned: 'Happy 復活祭 everyone! Usually we have a mega family egg 追跡（する） at my Aunty Lynne's but this year I am 現実に working - although in a みごたえのある 場所 & have brought the kids with me so hard to call it work.
'Very 感謝する to be able to have this time and sending love to all who are working today in いっそう少なく glamorous 場所s - keeping the wheels turning for the 残り／休憩（する） of us.
'Hope you find some joy & new hope today & everyday xxx #hope. #newbeginnings. #love.'
Kate Garraway has 株d a message of 'hope' and 'new beginnings' on Instagram on Sunday as she comes to 条件 with the death of her beloved husband Derek Draper
The former political lobbyist died in January 老年の 56 after struggling with a number of health woes after 接触するing Covid-19?
It comes after Kate choked 支援する 涙／ほころびs on GMB last week as she movingly told how she didn't want to give up as she talked about her 手足を不自由にする／（物事を）損なうing 負債 hell from caring for her late husband.
She said she felt ashamed for 存在 '完全に broke' after having to 支払う／賃金 out £16,000 a month in care 法案s as she 定評のある her '井戸／弁護士席 paid' 職業 at ITV wasn't enough to cover the cost.
Speaking on GMB last week - ahead of?Kate Garraway: Derek’s Story 解放（する）, which follows?chronicle Draper's final year of life?- she emotionally told of her fight to change the social care system after receiving thousands of letters in support.?
A visibly emotional Kate choked 支援する 涙／ほころびs as she said: 'I'm sad because I don't have the chance to care any more but it felt wrong to walk away from the caring （選挙などの）運動をする I felt I have a 責任／義務 for. I've had 8,000 letters from people 説 "please don't give up"... because we need this [the system] to change.
'If something can be done it will be a wonderful 遺産／遺物 for Derek.'
In a trailer for the ITV 文書の, Kate 明らかにする／漏らすd she had racked up a mountain of 負債 as she was to ld Derek wasn't sick enough to qualify for 基金d care as she 警告するd the system was on the 瀬戸際 of 崩壊（する）ing.?
The former political lobbyist died in January 老年の 56.
She also told of the agony of 審理，公聴会 Derek shrieking out in 失望／欲求不満 and how he felt like he was a 完全にする 重荷（を負わせる） in his final months alive.?
The presenter, 56, 示すd 復活祭 Sunday by thanking those who are working as she spent 質 time with her two children?Darcey 18 and Billy, 14 while also working
She penned: 'Happy 復活祭 everyone! Usually we have a mega family egg 追跡（する） but this year I am 現実に working - although in a みごたえのある 場所 & have brought the kids with me. Hope you find some joy & new hope today & everyday'
Kate spoke on Good Morning Britain last week about her 手足を不自由にする／（物事を）損なうing 負債 法案 from caring for her late husband?
The presenter had to 支払う／賃金 out £16,000 a month in care 法案s as she 定評のある her '井戸／弁護士席 paid' 職業 at ITV wasn't enough to cover the cost, leaving her in 抱擁する 負債
Kate told Richard Madeley and Susanna Reid this morning: 'It's horrific it's 現実に hard to watch now as I want to climb into the TV 審査する and say "just stop as your life is going to be taken from you because of the 損失 ca used from Covid".?
'One of the biggest 失望／欲求不満s [for Derek] was the 完全にする loss of 目的. He felt like a total 失敗 and he felt an incredible 重荷（を負わせる） on the carers, on the system, on us and it didn't 事柄 what we said. He felt that 重荷（を負わせる）.'
Kate said the 文書の was Derek's way of 説 'I'm going to speak up for the people who have supported me'.??
Talking of her 負債 shame, she said: 'I'm 肉親，親類d of ashamed to be in 負債 because I have an incredible 職業 I love that's very 井戸／弁護士席 paid. I'm not a carer travelling miles 支払う／賃金ing for my own 輸送（する） to help someone. I'm someone who is very 井戸／弁護士席 paid and I feel ashamed I couldn't make it work.'
Joining Derek and Kate in May 2023, the film 直面するs 長，率いる on the reality of Derek’s struggles and the 影響 on those around him, while also 逮捕（する）ing the 甘い moments he spent with family and never-before-seen images and （映画の）フィート数.?
In scenes from the 近づいている 文書の, Kate speaks about the 財政上の 強制s she has 直面するd with Derek - who 要求するd 一連の会議、交渉／完成する-the-clock care before his death.
直面するd with a 負債 of up to £800,000 Kate 自白するd: 'Derek's care costs more than my salary from ITV and that's before you 支払う／賃金 for a mortgage or 世帯 法案s or anything for the kids - so that is a crunch point.'
'We are 完全に reliant on 驚くべき／特命の／臨時の carers but the system they work for is incredibly 複雑にするd and underfunded...
'Why is it people get sick and it's no longer considered the 権利 thing for them to be in hospital, why does coming home feel like 落ちるing off a cliff?'
Kate's late husband was 疫病／悩ますd with health woes after 契約ing Covid in March 2020, which saw him put in a 昏睡, 戦う／戦い sepsis and left with difficulties communicating.
Derek’s Story features him talking on camera for the first time since his health 戦う／戦い as he 認める: 'I want to be heard.'
Derek?had been 疫病／悩ますd with health woes after 契約ing the ウイルス in March 2020, which saw him put in a 昏睡, 戦う／戦い sepsis and left with difficulties communicating (pictured 2019)?
Kate? has opened up about the 手足を不自由にする／（物事を）損なうing 負債 she accrued caring for husband Derek Draper, admitting she's at 'crunch point'
His 制限s and his need for care was evident in the 文書の, with the father-of-two breaking 負かす／撃墜する in 涙／ほころびs as he 試みる／企てるd to pull himself up の上に a walking 補佐官 with the help of his mobility therapist.
Unable to stand, Derek burst into 涙／ほころびs and labelled himself 'pathetic' in heartbreaking scenes.
Kate 試みる／企てるd to console him, 主張するing 'it's not pathetic, you're 絶対 trying' and the 緊張する on her 直面する was also （疑いを）晴らす to see.
One 甘い moment saw Kate 仕事 Derek with 開始 some of her birthday cards and reading out the messages for her, but even that simple 活動／戦闘 left Derek in need of 残り／休憩（する）.
While Derek 認める he could feel an 改良 in his health and their son Billy said he could 'see the difference', Kate 自白するd that she couldn't 許す herself to think about what this meant going 今後.
She explained: 'I don't look 今後 to the 未来 because every time I feel like this is really fantastic, and we've had some amazing moments, something terrible has happened.'
開始 up about her heartbreak for Derek himself, Kate 株d: 'The 悲劇 for me is that it feels like his brain was his best friend and now it's his worst enemy.'
詳細（に述べる）ing a rough patch he was going through, she explained: 'He has been very 負かす／撃墜する.
'Wondering about the 未来 a lot of crying. "I've let everybody 負かす／撃墜する and what is the meaning of life? what can I 与える／捧げる?"
'The thing that helps that is having that sense of 目的, remind him these things take time even if I don't really know if that's the answer.'
Kate also 申し込む／申し出d a heartbreakingly honest account of how Derek's 条件 had 衝撃d their 19-year marriage.
Admitting there are moments when she doesn't 'feel' it from her husband, Kate 追加するd: 'I'm trying to work out if I feel loved by him.
'I know I am but we've got a whole 旅行 there.'
Former 労働 insider and psychotherapist Derek married presenter Kate in 2005 and they went on to welcome children Darcey 18 and Billy, 14.< /a>
In 2021, just over a year after 契約ing Covid, he was able to leave hospital and return to his family home in north London, with 一連の会議、交渉／完成する-the-clock care.
In August 2022 he was taken to hospital with sepsis but pulled through. Then in 早期に December 2023, Derek had a heart attack and was taken to hospital again.
Tragically, he wasn't able to 打ち勝つ the 最新の 医療の 緊急 and on January 5 Kate 確認するd that Derek died.
In a 地位，任命する on social マスコミ, she said that her husband died surrounded by family and that she was '持つ／拘留するing his 手渡す throughout the last long hours'.
