'Heartbroken' Gemma Collins breaks 負かす／撃墜する in 涙／ほころびs as she 明らかにする／漏らすs she was advised by 医療の professionals to 終結させる a pregnancy on new Everything I Know About Me podcast

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Gemma Collins?broke 負かす／撃墜する in 涙／ほころびs as she told of her 'heartbreak' at 存在 advised to 終結させる a pregnancy during a candid interview on the new?Everything I Know About Me podcast.

The former TOWIE?星／主役にする, 43, became emotional as she 解任するd how she was advised by 医療の professionals to end her pregnancy.

In a trailer for the podcast interview, which will be 解放（する）d on May 9, Gemma said: 'They advised me you need to have a termination. I remember that 存在 really stressful. That 傷つける me.'

Talk also turned to her past 関係s, with the reality 星／主役にする admitting: 'I was really heartbroken because I was 妊娠している and he was having an 事件／事情／状勢.'?

It is not （疑いを）晴らす if this is the pregnancy she was advised to 終結させる by healthcare professionals.?

Gemma Collins broke 負かす／撃墜する in 涙／ほころびs as she discussed termination a pregnancy during a candid interview on the Everything I Know About Me podcast

The former TOWIE 星／主役にする, 43, became emotional as she 解任するd how she was advised by 医療の professionals to end her pregnancy

The trailer also touched on はしけ topics discussed during the wide-範囲ing interview 含むing some of cosmetic 手続きs Gemma has had.

She said: 'I have had an 操作／手術 years ago, I have had a designer vagina,' before jokingly 追加するing: 'But I don't have camel toe!'

Gemma has been open about her fertility struggles and has 以前 苦しむd three miscarriages.?

She 苦しむd her first heartbreaking loss in 2012, finding the strength to speak out about it 公然と eight years later in 2020.?

The reality 星／主役にする did not realise she was 妊娠している at the time, said that the baby 'died in 前線 of her' after giving birth at home on her 上陸.

Speaking on her own podcast, Gemma said: 'I've had some shocking things happen to me, I'm not sure I've spoken about this before.

'But I 現実に gave birth to a child, sadly, and 基本的に the child was four months old, 基本的に I had a miscarriage but 明白に the baby was formed and it died in 前線 of me.'

'I had to go to the hospital and my mum was there. I can remember my mum 存在 really upset, I was in shock, I was upset.

'That was really a shocking moment for me. But this is what I'm 説, I can talk about it now. Things いつかs are not meant to be.

'I'll never forget it, it was a very traumatising experience because I didn't know I was 妊娠している and literally I remember waking up with 厳しい 苦痛s and my mum said to me, 'Gemma you need to go to the 洗面所,' and I was like, 'Honey, this is not…'

'I mean 明白に I couldn't 述べる… Look I try and find the bit of entertainment in this bad 状況／情勢 because I think that's probably a 対処するing 機械装置 of 地雷, I try to laugh or see a brighter 味方する in things even though it was really traumatic.

'But I can remember just 存在 in utter shock. I've been through a lot so I feel in life, nothing shocks me.

'So anything you could tell me now wouldn't shock me because I've been through a lot and dealt with a lot but I'm 感謝する for those experiences because I can sit here today and relay them to other people.'

Gemma 明らかにする／漏らすd earlier this year she was praying for a baby with her fianc? Rami Hawash. She is stepmother to his son Tristan, five

Gemma 苦しむd her second pregnancy loss in 2020 during the Covid pandemic.?

She spoke about the upsetting 出来事/事件 on an episode of Loose Women, explaining: 'It was really difficult for me in 孤立／分離 because, as you know, with my 条件 of PCOS, it's not 平易な to 落ちる 妊娠している and I did 苦しむ a miscarriage which was really sad during the lockdown period.'

She 追加するd: 'I have 苦しむd with it for the last 10 years. I started to 伸び（る） 負わせる when I was 28, my periods were all over the place. I've 苦しむd miscarriages.

'I did go through a very sad miscarriage in lockdown. 予定 to PCOS I just thought that I was having an 異常に 激しい period. I 現実に left it 10 days.'??

'I can remember thinking the month before, "Ooh, my boobs seem really perky!" It's been no secret recently that I've 設立する my boobs so 激しい in my life, I'm turning 40 this year, I will not be taking them into the next １０年間 with me.'

'So, I thought, "Oh, maybe I won't have the 操作／手術, I've been working out, maybe they're 解除するing up a bit." Then 3 or 4 days into a 激しい period really realising it's not like a usual period… but thinking there's been a lot going on lately, maybe my 団体／死体's been a bit 強調する／ストレスd.'

She explained it w as her sister-in-法律 who advised her to 捜し出す 医療の attention, continuing: 'It went on for 10 days between 9am and midday, I was getting through 10 最高の sanity towels. Then it was my sister-in-法律, not to be graphic, but I had to show her.'

'I said, "I don't think this is normal". I rang my doctor and he said, "You need to go straight to the hospital". It was very sad. But it does make me realise that, 潜在的に there is hope there for me for the 未来.'

Gemma 明らかにする／漏らすd she was pleased to hear that Tana Ramsay had welcomed her sixth child at the age of 49 , because it gave her hope that she too can conceive in her 40s

Tragically, just a few months later,?Gemma 苦しむd a third 破滅的な miscarriage in July 2020 after 落ちるing 妊娠している with her ex-boyfriend James Argent's baby.?

The TOWIE 星／主役にする spoke out about her heartbreaking loss after Meghan Markle 発表するd she had lost her second child with Prince Harry.?

Speaking at the time, she said: 'I've not talked about this before, but it was my third, each one a 破滅的な loss on my longed-for 旅行 to motherhood.

'I've been trying to have a baby for nearly a １０年間 now, only to have my hopes dashed time and again by first one miscarriage, then another.'

EXCLUSIVEREAD MORE:?Gemma Collins 明らかにする／漏らすs another 障害物 in her fertility 旅行 as she says she still hopes to 達成する her baby dream?

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In a poignant essay, Gemma 詳細（に述べる）d the beginning of her miscarriage and said she had no idea she was 妊娠している with on-off boyfriend Arg's baby, before she started experiencing sharp cramps one morning.

The reality 星／主役にする said she had 解任するd the 苦痛s as a 激しい period, and tried to 押し進める on through the excruciating 苦痛, before her sister 軍隊d her to visit her doctor.

After 存在 sent to hospital, Gemma was given the 悲劇の news that she had 苦しむd a miscarriage.?

She continued: 'In a 選び出す／独身 instant, I learned that I'd been carrying a baby and lost it, meaning that once again I 設立する my 長年の dreams of motherhood 粉々にするd into pieces.'

However, the 星／主役にする has 辞退するd to give up her dream of motherhood and said in November last year she was starting a new fertility 旅行.

Speaking 排他的に to MailOnline about her family 計画（する）s, she 明らかにする／漏らすd she was pleased to hear that Tana Ramsay had welcomed her sixth child at the age of 49, because it gave her hope that she too can conceive in her 40s.?

'The Tana Ramsay news was the greatest thing to wake up to. Incredible', Gemma mused.???

'It really made me think 前向きに／確かに about my 未来 and 肉親，親類d of took the 圧力 off. I don't think anyone knew she was 妊娠している, so it was a lovely surprise, but I got バタフライs in my stomach when I saw it.'

Gemma continued: 'This is amazing news for me. I'm starting my fertility?旅行 within the next couple of weeks.?

'I'm going to a clinic so watch these cards and get ready for me, honey.'

明らかにする／漏らすing she feels 肯定的な about her chances, Gemma continued: 'I'll be standing on them steps 発表するing the child to the world. London will go to a 行き詰まり. The 広大な／多数の／重要な Queen will come and 迎える／歓迎する the child!'

Gemma 明らかにする／漏らすd earlier this year she was praying for a baby with her fianc? Rami Hawash. She is stepmother to his son?Tristan, five.?

In November 2020, Gemma told how she became 妊娠している with her ex-boyfriend James Argent 's baby but sadly lost it (pictured together in 2018)?

During a spiritual trip to Tel Aviv in January, Gemma and her fianc? visited Bethlehem, with the 星／主役にする later 自白するing:?'I did pray when I was there, I said ''please God, please give me a baby this year'' and you know please God it happens.'?

She 以前 詳細（に述べる）d her 戦う／戦い with polycystic ovary syndrome 戦う／戦い (PCOS) which can 影響する／感情 fertility.?

Polycystic ovary syndrome is a hormonal disorder 原因（となる）ing 大きくするd ovaries with small cysts on the outer 辛勝する／優位s. Symptoms 含む menstrual 不正行為, 超過 hair growth, acne, and obesity.

For confidential support please 接触する the Miscarriage 協会 on 01924 200799 or email info@miscarriageassociation.org.uk?

Listen to Gemma Collins on the Mail's Everything I Know About Me podcast on Spotify or Apple Podcasts. New episodes 解放（する）d every Thursday, with the first two of Gemma's episodes 開始する，打ち上げるing on May 9.