The 荒廃させるd wife of 修理 Shop 星／主役にする Jay Blades told friends 'I really don't want this day to come' after she 明らかにする／漏らすd she had left him when the marriage started getting 'worse and worse'.?
Fitness 指導者 Lisa Marie Zbozen, 43, 発表するd in an emotional social マスコミ 地位，任命する she had left the TV 星／主役にする, 54, who she married in November 2022.???
She told friends she had been 荒廃させるd by the marriage ending and agreed she may need counselling to get over the 分裂（する）.
She 追加するd to one: 'You have no idea how much I didn't want this day to come.'
It comes just a day after it was 明らかにする／漏らすd that Jay's beloved uncle was 恐らく stabbed to death by a 隣人?に引き続いて a long-running 論争 over a 株d alleyway.?
In a 声明 地位，任命するd on Instagram, Lisa said: 'I have been 静かな until now, but the papers seem to be 選ぶing up this story, but some parts have been definitely 行方不明になるd, so it's 軍隊d my 手渡す...
'This was the whole 地位，任命する on a 私的な 会議:
'I don't know how to say this because it's still really raw.
'I probably should be really angry but I'm just incredibly sad about the whole thing 権利 now.
'I don't think I've ever cried so much.
'I 手配中の，お尋ね者 my husband to love me & keep me 安全な, and I would love him 権利 支援する,?but it just got worse and worse, until I grabbed a 捕らえる、獲得する of a few thing's & I just left.
'Anyway, That's why there's been no new wkouts [workouts].
'(I would never 行方不明になる a wkout [workout] - I'd do it on the pavement 明らかにする foot & naked if I had to).'
The 修理 Shop 星／主役にする Jay Blades' wife has said she has left him in an emotional message 地位，任命するd on social マスコミ
Fitness 指導者 Lisa Marie Zbozen, 43, said she 'grabbed her things and left' after 18 months of marriage?
The couple married in November 2022
In a 声明 地位，任命するd on Instagram, Lisa said: 'I don't know how to say this because it's still really raw'
In another 地位，任命する, she said: 'I will 収容する／認める I'm crying as I type this as I can't believe this is even real. I hope you don't mind if I just have a few days trying to 人物／姿／数字 out my life as I'm 現在／一般に in a spare room with a few 必須のs.
'I don't know what else to say. All my love, A very broken Lisa-Marie x.'
The next 修理 Shop episode is 予定 to 空気／公表する on BBC on May 15 at 8pm.?
MailOnline has 接触するd a?代表者／国会議員 for Jay and BBC has been 接触するd by for comment.?
The couple married in Barbados in November 2022, 株ing their wedding with Hello! Magazine.
Speaking about their intimate 儀式 of just 15 guests, Lisa told the magazine at the time: 'Once you get to a 確かな age, you realise what's 現実に important on the day - and that is having the people around you that love you for who you are. So we made the day our day.'
During the 儀式, the couple 交流d bespoke wedding （犯罪の）一味s which had been created by The 修理 Shop's Richard Talman - which Lisa said was one of her favourite touches.
It was Jay's second wedding に引き続いて his marriage to ex-wife Jade. The former couple 株 17-year-old daughter Zola together and 分裂（する） in 2015.
Their 関係 sadly broke 負かす／撃墜する and Jay relocated to the West Midlands. 'I was homeless. You heard me 権利 ? yes, homeless,' he told the Daily 星／主役にする at the time. 'Everything fell 負かす／撃墜する for me. My marriage broke up, my 商売／仕事 broke up.
'I left my ex-wife the house and everything like that.'
Lisa is a personal trainer with １０年間s of experience in her field, 地位，任命するing 堅い, high-intensity workouts on Instagram almost every day which show her 解除するing kettlebells, 肺ing and squatting.
She runs on-需要・要求する fitness app The Wkout, which 申し込む／申し出s programmes for fat 燃やすing, strength training and yoga.
The couple married in Barbados in November 2022, 株ing their wedding with Hello! Magazine (seen last September)?
In a 声明 地位，任命するd online 早期に this morning seen by the 出版（物）, Lisa said: 'I don't know how to say this because it's still really raw...'
It comes just a day after it was 明らかにする／漏らすd that Jay's beloved uncle (seen) was 恐らく stabbed to death by a 隣人 に引き続いて a long-running 論争 over a 株d alleyway?
The 修理 Shop 星／主役にする 発表するd on Monday that he would be taking time away from social マスコミ to 過程 his grief に引き続いて the death of his uncle?
Mr Brathwaite was 設立する dead on Cromwell Road in Wembley. Mr Brathwaite lived on the left of this picture with the brown door. His 申し立てられた／疑わしい 殺し屋 lived on the 権利
A biography of Lisa on The Wkout's website 述べるs her 決意 as 'no joke'.
It reads: 'Lisa brings the FIRE every-time. Lisa's workouts are dynamic, powerful & no two workouts are the same.'
The fitness company also 述べるs itself as: 'No Fad 国会s, No Gimmicks & No E xcuses. Just hard work & sweat.'
The 比較して 私的な couple also gave fans a glimpse into their 関係 in 早期に 2022 when Jay 明らかにする／漏らすd he didn't learn to read or 令状 in childhood.
Appearing on BBC 文書の Jay Blades: Learning to Read at 51, the couple were filmed going over words for the presenter to （一定の）期間 out as practise.
Jay, who has 明らかにする／漏らすd he received a late dyslexia diagnosis at the age of 31, asks for his other half's help （一定の）期間ing the word 'tree' during the programme.
As she was filmed helping him, Jay says: 'I've おもに got by from the help from those around me, people like Lisa.'
Although Lisa's Instagram account is typically filled with fitness and motivational content, she often pauses her workout 構成要素 to 支払う／賃金 尊敬の印 to Jay.
On Valentine's Day 2022 she 地位，任命するd a headshot of the presenter, 令状ing: 'Dear Universe, Thank You.' She 追加するd the hashtag #sohandsome.
After the pair got engaged, she 地位，任命するd a 甘い selfie of herself and Jay while he kissed her forehead, thanking loved ones for their messages of support.
Lisa wrote: 'I'm very lucky & 感謝する for everything I have.'
In another 地位，任命する from 王室の Ascot, after the couple were engaged, Lisa 株d another selfie of herself with Jay dressed in their finery and wrote: 'The very first time I met him, I said: 'I'm going to marry that man.'
She 追加するd: 'Thank you for challenging me to be better every day.
'I'm not perfect by a long way, but working together, we make it as perfect as it could be. I love you 完全に.'
It comes after?Jay's beloved uncle was 恐らく stabbed to death by a 隣人 on a 静かな 居住の street に引き続いて a long-running 論争 over a 株d alleyway, MailOnline 明らかにする／漏らすd this week.
The 修理 Shop 星／主役にする 発表するd on Monday that he would be taking time away from social マスコミ to 過程 his grief に引き続いて the death of his uncle, telling his fans the shocking bereavement had left him feeling 'messed up'.
Richard Brathwaite, 72, was 設立する dead on Cromwell Road in Wembley around lunchtime on March 21 after his next door 隣人 Derek Brown, who lived on the same street, 恐らく knifed him.
Brown, also 72, is said to have 開始する，打ち上げるd the attack on Mr Braithwaite after 告発する／非難するing the 犠牲者 of leaving items in the 株d alleyway between their homes.
During the 致命的な 出来事/事件, Mr Blades' 71-year-old aunt Annetta was also 負傷させるd and 苦しむd 削減（する）s to her 長，率いる and 直面する.
The funeral for Mr Brathwaite is thought to have been held on Monday, with the BBC presenter 支払う／賃金ing 尊敬の印 to his uncle, who he called a 'really, 最高の nice guy' 追加するing that the 申し立てられた／疑わしい 殺人，大当り 'should never have happened to him'.
In an emotional ビデオ, still wearing his 黒人／ボイコット 控訴 に引き続いて the service, he told his Instagram 信奉者s: 'Hope you're all 井戸／弁護士席. This is 肉親，親類d of like a public service 告示. I've just been to my uncle's funeral [...].?
'Really, 最高の nice guy, shouldn't have happened to him, but it really 影響する／感情d me. I feel a little bit messed up. So what I'm ーするつもりであるing on doing is this.
'I'm coming off social マスコミ for a bit, and I'll be 支援する in a bit. Going to go and get some therapy and just 冷気／寒がらせる out. Please, take care of each other, take care of yourself, and I'll see you guys soon.'
緊急 services were called to the North London 所有物／資産／財産 in March but tragically pronounced Mr Brathwaite dead at 12.30pm. A man was later 逮捕（する）d outside Wembley Police 駅／配置する.
A special 地位，任命する-mortem examination that took place two days later gave the 犠牲者's 原因（となる） of death as a を刺す 傷害.
A man appeared in 法廷，裁判所 on March 26 where he was 告発（する），告訴（する）／料金d with 殺人, 負傷させるing with 意図 and 所有／入手 of a bladed article in a public place.
検察官，検事 Deanna Heer KC told the Old Bailey in March the 申し立てられた／疑わしい 殺人 took place に引き続いて a 'long-running 隣人 論争 between the 被告 and the 死んだ'.
裁判官 Sarah Whitehouse KC 始める，決める a 嘆願 審理，公聴会 for June 11, scheduling a three-week provisi onal 裁判，公判 from January 27 next year.
隣人s living on the street told MailOnline they did not know much about Mr Braithwaite who 'kept to himself'.
Mr Blades' ビデオ, which was captioned 'good evening all, see you soon', led to an outpouring of support from fans and those within the television community.
BBC and ITV presenter Julia Bradbury wrote: 'Sorry to hear this Jay. Glad you're taking some time out'.
Channel 4's First Dates 星／主役にする Fred Sirieix 地位，任命するd a red heart emoji, while 5News host Claudia-Liza Vanderpuije said: 'Look after you bro. So sorry for your loss.'
BBC Breakfast presenter Louise Minchin 追加するd: 'I am so sorry to hear this, sending you love xx'.
Jay, who is best known for 現在のing BBC's The 修理 Shop, was raised in Hackney with his mother Barbara and maternal half-brother.
The presenter, a furniture 製造者 by 貿易（する）, has seen his career 繁栄する since BBC 生産者s put him at the 舵輪／支配 of the 攻撃する，衝突する （手先の）技術 show, which 回復するs family heirlooms to their former glory, in 2017.
He grew up in poverty after his father abandoned his much-loved mother Barbara and by the time he was in his twenties, he ended up homeless and wondering 'is this what my life has come to?'.
The father-of-three 以前 said he could fit all his 所持品 in one 運送／保菌者 捕らえる、獲得する when he lived in a 宿泊所 before he was given social 住宅 on the Victorian Peabody 広い地所.
Jay was discovered by TV 生産者s after they saw a short film about Out of the Dark, a charity he co-設立するd that taught young people how to 回復する and sell old furniture?
Jay is seen on The 修理 Shop which is watched by many adoring fans??
Jay, who is best known for 現在のing BBC's The 修理 Shop, was raised in Hackney with his mother Barbara (pictured)
Jay was discovered by TV 生産者s after they saw a short film about Out of the Dark, a charity he co-設立するd that taught young people how to 回復する and sell old furniture, after 以前 running community groups for youngsters.
But he became homeless as his 関係 崩壊するd with his ex-wife - before 存在 discovered and elevated to TV stardom 前線ing?The 修理 Shop on its debut in 2017.
Dyslexic and unable to read, it wasn't until the 星／主役にする reached 51 that he began to 取り組む to the illiteracy problem that had haunted him all of his adult life - after he'd 設立する fame on the show that tapped into the nation's obsession with 遺産 （手先の）技術ing.
Speaking about when he was homeless, Mr Blades said: 'At 21 I was all over the place, I had no direction, I left London because I was getting into 負担s of fights and there were people after me.
'M y mum moved to Luton and I lived up there with her for a bit.
I had my first child, and then 分裂（する） up with the missus, and moved 支援する to London, then I ended up homeless and went into a 宿泊所.'
Jay was 任命するd an MBE in the 2021 Birthday Honours, for services to （手先の）技術, with King Charles even appearing in a special episode.
