DailyMailTV EXCLUSIVE: Dorinda Medley 明らかにする／漏らすs she struggled to discuss her late husband Richard in her new memoir Make it Nice ... and teases a possible RHONY return

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Real Housewives of New York alum Dorinda Medley is pulling 支援する the jewel トンd curtains of Blue 石／投石する Manor and taking fans deeper inside her rollercoaster life in the new 調書をとる／予約する, Make It Nice.

The 56-year-old discussed her first memoir in an 排除的 雑談（する） with DailyMailTV and 明らかにする／漏らすd that the hardest part of her past to 反映する on was the 2011 death of her husband Richard Medley.

Dorinda opens up in Make It Nice about how she went from her modest beginnings in 広大な／多数の／重要な Barrington, Massachusetts to becoming a New York socialite and a Bravolebrity.

Make It Nice: Dorinda Medley discussed her first memoir in an 排除的 雑談（する） with DailyMailTV and 明らかにする／漏らすd that the hardest part of her past to 反映する on was the 2011 death of her husband Richard Medley

'I think one of my famous 説s was, 'Say it, forget it, 令状 it, 悔いる it.' Somehow, here I am 令状ing it.' the reality 星／主役にする joked to DailyMailTV.

'It's a scary thing to put your life out there,' she explained. 'Because once again, just like on reality TV, you're putting yourself out there to be 裁判官d both 前向きに／確かに and negatively.'

In the bracingly candid memoir, she 明かすs the not-so-glamorous bumps in the road to her personal, social, and professional ascent.

While Dorinda never shied away from her personal life on the Real Housewives, the 調書をとる／予約する sheds new light on her younger years.

'I think one of my famous 説s was, 'Say it, forget it, 令状 it, 悔いる it.' Somehow, here I am 令状ing it.' the reality 星／主役にする joked to DailyMailTV.

'It's a scary thing to put your life out there,' she explained. 'Because once again, just like on reality TV, you're putting yourself out there to be 裁判官d both 前向きに／確かに and negatively.'

'It's me as a little girl. It's me moving to New York. It's me struggling financially,' she 明らかにする／漏らすd. 追加するing that she got emotional when she looked 支援する on herself as a younger person and the 行う／開催する／段階s of her life.

'I felt really proud of myself,' Dorinda 認める. 'いつかs I felt sad for myself.'

The new author said the most difficult part of the 過程 was 令状ing about the death of her second husband, Richard Medley.

'It was the hardest part of the audiobook to do. I just couldn't get through it, and that's not like me,' she 明らかにする／漏らすd. 'I'm usually able to pull my s**t together and get through it.'?

'It's me as a little girl. It's me moving to New York. It's me struggling financially,' she 明らかにする／漏らすd. 追加するing that she got emotional when she looked 支援する on herself as a younger person and the 行う／開催する／段階s of her life. (Bike riding in 広大な／多数の／重要な Barrington)

'I felt really proud of myself,' Dorinda 認める. 'いつかs I felt sad for myself.' (Pictured 10 hours after giving birth to Hannah)

Medley's late husband Richard, a 財政上の 顧問, died in 2011 from 肝臓 失敗 at the age of 60.

While Dorinda has always been a reality television fan-favorite, Make it Nice 明らかにする／漏らすs stories about her wild years in London and as a New York socialite - stories that will have even the most devout Housewives superfans clutching their pearls.

The RHONY alum 令状s about moving to Hong Kong, London, and New York, 同様に as the start of her cashmere 商売／仕事 with 著名な （弁護士の）依頼人s like Princess Diana.

'It was the hardest part of the audiobook to do. I just couldn't get through it, and that's not like me,' she 明らかにする／漏らすd. 'I'm us ually able to pull my s**t together and get through it.' (Pictured with her mom and daughter at her wedding to Richard

In the past:?Medley's late husband Richard, a 財政上の 顧問, died in 2011 from 肝臓 失敗 at the age of 60

述べるing how it all began with Princess Di: 'She just one day popped in and bought a bunch of my stuff.'

Dorinda also 株 tales about life with Richard before his passing, with memories 含むing …に出席するing the Met 祝祭 and hosting dinner parties with guest 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる）s that 含むd Hillary Clinton and Angelina Jolie.

But while fans will get a taste for Dorinda's past, they're still itching to have the reality icon 支援する on their television 審査するs with the Real Housewives of New York.

To that end, Dorinda teased that 'you never know what the 未来 持つ／拘留するs.'

Way 支援する when:?Dorinda also 株 tales about life with Richard before his passing, with memories 含むing …に出席するing the Met 祝祭 and hosting dinner parties with guest 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる）s that 含むd Hillary Clinton and Angelina Jolie (Pictured with her mom)

Even popular planning service The 軽く押す／注意を引く 誓約（する）d their support for the beloved blonde, sending a （疑いを）晴らす message across the jumbotron at Oracle Stadium in San Francisco during Monday night's 巨大（な）s game.

It read: 'BRING BACK DORINDA,' and was 調印するd -The 軽く押す／注意を引く.

Bravo axed both Dorinda and Tinsley Mortimer from RHONY after season 12. The 現在の season has struggled in the ratings and a cast shakeup is likely on the horizon.

DailyMail.com 排他的に 明らかにする／漏らすd last week that テレビ視聴者s will get to watch the Dorobics 指導者's antics once again in an 近づいている series for Peacock, Housewives Mash Up.

The fans have spoken:?Even popular planning service The 軽く押す／注意を引く 誓約（する）d their support for the beloved blonde, sending a （疑いを）晴らす message across the jumbotron at Oracle Stadium in San Francisco during Monday night's 巨大（な）s game asking for RHONY to bring her 支援する

The show will bring together former 星／主役にするs from New York, Atlanta, Beverly Hills, and Orange 郡 all under one roof.

Taylor Armstrong, Jill Zarin, Vicki Gunvalson, Eva Marcille, Brandi Glanville, and Phaedra Parks will 一連の会議、交渉／完成する out the cast, a 生産／産物 source said.

'テレビ視聴者s love Dorinda and we thought it would be 広大な／多数の／重要な to have her 星／主役にする in a new show that brings her together with past favorites from other franchises,' a 生産／産物 source 排他的に told DailyMail.com.

Filming on the new Housewives Mash Up is 始める，決める to begin next month. Dorinda's memoir, Make It Nice, is 利用できる now!

All things Dorinda:?Filming on the new Housewives Mash Up is 始める，決める to begin next month. Dorinda's memoir, Make It Nice, is 利用できる now