KATIE HOPKINS: Today 外科医s 削減（する） into my brain to try to cure my epilepsy. While I'm 脅すd for my kids I'm not 脅すd for myself because when your life could be short you live it loud and happy. So, bye for now. See you on the other 味方する

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準備するing for 外科: Katie Hopkins is を受けるing an 操作／手術 to try and cure her of the epilepsy which has 疫病／悩ますd her life since she was 19

So it's time for the rubber to 攻撃する，衝突する the road.?

In 30 minutes I go 負かす／撃墜する for brain 外科 - awake brain 外科 - to try and cure me of the epilepsy which has 疫病／悩ますd my life since I was 19.?

The 半端物s aren't 広大な／多数の／重要な. As my psych here tells me, the price you 支払う／賃金 to enter the casino of neuro-外科 is 不確定. I’m not sure if that makes me feel better or worse.?

But what I do know is that as it stands, one day my epilepsy will get the better of me. And I am not 用意が出来ている to sit around and wait for that day to come.?

My children are 11, 10 and 7. I've wai ted. Waited until I feel they are old enough to be 勇敢に立ち向かう and smart enough to remember the things I want them to know.?

Like why girls are weird and why our most important 職業 as a family is to stick together. How we are all different, but fitting in doesn't make better than the 残り／休憩（する）. Or how we need to laugh every day, because nothing 事柄s so much that it can't be funny.?

Why you should never stand too の近くに to people at cashpoints or be afraid to talk to the drunk man up the road. He has 知恵 and is not afraid to 株 it.?

That verrucas 結局 go away on their own and you never need to wear a weird white sock and look like a plonker. And why learning your （一定の）期間ing for homework is really important but that learning what those words mean 事柄s more.?

And even if you can trick Grandma into thinking you have cleaned your teeth, you can't trick the dentist and he's the one with the pliers.?

You see, the beautiful thing about brain 外科 is it gives you hope and 視野. Hope that things may be better. 視野 that most things in life don't 事柄 so much at all.?

Standing on the high wire 一時停止するd between life and death, in the 手渡すs of the surgical gods, the problems of the world 現実に look やめる small.?

I have a team of four 外科医s, a jolly anesthetist who tells me I will definitely be asleep until I need to be awake, and some nurses who are going to put a catheter in as I sleep.?

I give them my thanks in 前進する and I am sorry I was never one for a wax.....?

There are ten of them in all. Scrubbed. Blue. Friendly. Sterile.?

There are 危険s of course. 危険s of 証拠不十分 on my left 手渡す and left 脚. But the team have programmed this into the ソフトウェア to mitigate these 危険s as they 地雷 深い for the lesion in my 長，率いる.?

Katie will have her 長，率いる shaved, spend four to eight hours in theatre, and then 24 hours in 集中的な care

The other 危険s come 手渡す in 手渡す with digging 深い into my brain and cutting out the bit of me which I have always seen as a 証拠不十分, the thing I hid because I never 手配中の，お尋ね者 to be 裁判官d as いっそう少なく than the 残り／休憩（する）.?

The thing which saw me slung out of the army after 完全にするing the （売買）手数料，委託（する）／委員会／権限ing Course at the 王室の 軍の 学院 Sandhurst, and the 推論する／理由 why my 武器 have dislo cated 42 times in three years.?

I always 手配中の，お尋ね者 to be the first 女性（の） General. But I understand an epileptic with a ライフル銃／探して盗む was never my finest idea.?

But I am 感謝する. Because so often in life, it is our 証拠不十分 which make us tougher than the 残り／休憩（する）.?

If you can make it through and live a normal life - when your life is anything but normal - then you are winning every day.?

I am going 負かす／撃墜する to the operating theatre now.?

Some of you will say it is Karma. It is not. It is epilepsy and I 示唆する you steer （疑いを）晴らす of the 医療の profession because your diagnosis is decidedly off.

I will have my 長，率いる shaved, spend four to eight hours in theatre, and then 24 hours in 集中的な care.

But if the 代案／選択肢 is a life where someone can turn my lights out without 警告 at any time, then I am 賭事ing to take 支援する 支配（する）／統制する of that switch.

My children don't want me to have an 操作／手術 because they are 脅すd for me. But I have said to them all: Don't be 脅すd for me. I am not 脅すd. I have lived a happy life, made 完全にする by the three of you.?

I am lucky. I wake up every day feeling glad to be alive.?And that is a gif t not everyone has been given.?

I don't 悔いる a 選び出す／独身 thing. Because when your life could be short you need to live it loud. And there is no time to waste looking 支援する when there may not be a long time to look 今後 to.?

My children, your mum loves you.?

Wherever you are, I will always be just next door.?

I will see you on the other 味方する.