示す Clattenburg 明らかにする／漏らすs he considered taking his own life after 存在 wrongly （刑事）被告 of 人種差別主義 by Chelsea's John Obi Mikel

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Former 首相 League 審判（をする） 示す Clattenburg has 明らかにする／漏らすd that he considered taking his own life after he was wrongly （刑事）被告 of 人種差別主義.

The 公式の／役人 was （刑事）被告 of making a 人種差別主義者 comment に向かって two Chelsea players, 含むing John Obi Mikel, in a fixture against Manchester 部隊d in 2012.

The 主張s 誘発する／引き起こすd 調査s by the Football 協会 and the 主要都市の Police.

Clattenburg 行方不明になるd four weeks of 首相 League 活動／戦闘 while the FA 調査／捜査するd the （民事の）告訴.

The 主張s were later 解任するd by the Football 協会 and the police dropped their own 調査.?

And Chelsea 認める they 'regretted' the way they 扱うd the 告訴，告発 and the '激しい マスコミ scrutiny' 直面するd by the 審判（をする） and his family.?

示す Clattenburg 明らかにする／漏らすd he considered taking his own life after he was （刑事）被告 of 人種差別主義

He was （刑事）被告 of making comments to two Chelsea players in a game against Man 部隊d

The 審判（をする） later went on to officiate the Euro 2016 final and the 支持する／優勝者s League final?

Clattenburg 明らかにする／漏らすd the 主張s 原因（となる）d him to consider 自殺, but that he decided against it because of his newborn daughter.???

He told the High 業績／成果 Podcast:??'The Obi Mikel 状況／情勢 影響する／感情d me a lot and 影響する／感情d my family a lot. I think that was the closest I've ever been to, a, 自殺 and, b, finishing. If I didn't have a way out and I couldn't 審判（をする） any more, what can I do??

'I remember my 動きやすい phone, everybody gets the notifications, and it was a Sky Sports notification [説] '示す Clattenburg （刑事）被告 of racial 差別 against two Chelsea players'. And I had a new born, she was only six months old.'

He 追加するd: 'It was the worst 12 hours. I remember not sleeping. I didn't go to bed. I was soul searching because I didn't know what I had said, so I'm trying to work out if I had said something in the heat of the moment. That was the hardest thing, thinking I had done it.?

'It went only when time started to elapse and Chelsea couldn't 供給する the necessary （警察などへの）密告，告訴（状）.?

に引き続いて the 判決，裁定 in 2012, Clattenburg said:?'To know you were innocent of something but that there was the 適切な時期 for it to 難破させる your career was truly 脅すing.'

He returned to 首相 League 義務 four weeks later and went on to 審判（をする） the?Euro 2016 final and the 支持する／優勝者s League final four years later, before retiring in 2017.

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