'I've never felt more alone': Jessie J breaks 負かす／撃墜する in 涙／ほころびs as she plays at intimate gig in LA hours after 発表するing she has 苦しむd a miscarriage

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Jessie J broke 負かす／撃墜する in 涙／ほころびs on 行う／開催する／段階 as she 成し遂げるd an intimate gig in Los Angeles on Wednesday, hours after 発表するing she had 苦しむd a miscarriage.

The heartbroken singer, 33, had been told by doctors after her third ざっと目を通す on Tuesday they could no longer feel a heartbeat.?

During her gig at The Hotel Cafe, Jessie said she had 'never felt more alone' after losing what would have been her first baby.?

荒廃させるd: Jessie J broke 負かす／撃墜する in 涙／ほころびs on 行う／開催する／段階 as she 成し遂げるd an intimate gig in Los Angeles on Wednesday, hours after 発表するing she had 苦しむd a miscarriage

Speaking to the audience, Jessie said through 涙／ほころびs: 'I decided to have a baby by myself and by a mirac le it worked for a little while and yesterday was f*****g s**t.'?

'This year has been 手渡すs 負かす／撃墜する the hardest year that I’ve ever had to go through.

'In December last year I lost my 審理，公聴会, I got 診断するd with Menieres. Then I lost my 発言する／表明する which was f*****g awful. Then I lost my baby. I know I'm going to be ok because there is really nothing else to choose in the way I live.

'I’ve never felt more alone than I have felt in the past week.'?

Grieving: The heartbroken singer, 33, had been told by doctors after her third ざっと目を通す earlier this week they could no longer feel a heartbeat

'I'm all over the place': During her gig at The Hotel Cafe, Jessie said she had 'never felt more alone' after loosing what would have been her first baby

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破滅的な: The singer took to Instagram on Wednesday evening to 明らかにする／漏らす she had been told she had tragically lost her unborn baby after going for her third ざっと目を通す

支援する in 2014, Jessie 明らかにする／漏らすd she 'can't ever' have children 自然に. She said on 行う／開催する／段階 at the time: 'I was told four years ago that I can’t ever have children.?

'I don’t tell you guys for sympathy because I’m one of millions of women and men that have gone through this and will go through this.'

Jessie took to the 行う／開催する／段階 within hours of 発表するing she had miscarried and told fans 'I'm all over the place' as she opened the two-hour gig.?

悲劇の: Speaking to the audience, Jessie said through 涙／ほころびs: 'I decided to have a baby by myself and by a 奇蹟 it worked for a little while and yesterday was f*****g s**t'

傷つけるing: 'I’ve never felt more alone than I have felt in the past week,' Jessie said

Struggling: The singer was bundled up in a 黒人／ボイコット coat at the beginning of the 業績／成果 as she told the audience she felt insecure about how bloated she was?

'Good evening everyone. I’m going to play some music make it even more f******g emotional,' she said.?

'Please be with me tonight, read the room. Everyone in this room is human and all of us are going through something in life 権利 now.

'許す me I’m all over the place in my life and I’m not going to pretend I’m not so Price Tag might seem a little sadder than usual but I’ll do my f******g best.?

'I’m in the 厚い of it in this moment and that’s the 推論する／理由 why I’m here because there isn’t anything in life which helps me understand myself more than this.?

'I had no idea how I was going to feel it might be a night of balance. My heart feels like I’m running, but I’m not.'

Honest: '許す me I’m all over the place in my life and I’m not going to pretend I’m not so Price Tag might seem a little sadder than usual but I’ll do my f******g best'

傷つける: 'I’m in the 厚い of it in this moment and that’s the 推論する／理由 why I’m here because there isn’t anything in life which helps me understand myself more than this,' the songstress 追加するd

Putting on a 勇敢に立ち向かう 直面する: Jessie used her sense of humour to get her through the 始める，決める?

'I’m in やめる a bit of 苦痛,' Jessie 追加するd, before she told the audience she felt insecure because she was 'swollen' as she 除去するd her plush coat.???

Earlier in the day, Jessie told 信奉者s she had 'decided to have a baby on her own', after 明らかにする／漏らすing in October she had 分裂（する） from her boyfriend of seven months Max Pham.??

The grieving songstress said she was 'still in shock' but decided to 成し遂げる in Los Angeles later on Wednesday evening 'because singing will help me'.??

株ing her 苦痛: The singer struggled to sing the songs as she 戦う／戦いd through her emotions?

Whirlwind of emotions: The grieving songstress said she was 'still in shock' but decided to 成し遂げる in Los Angeles later on Wednesday evening 'because singing will help me'

Fertility difficulties: 支援する in 2014, Jessie 明らかにする／漏らすd she 'can't ever' have children 自然に. She said on 行う／開催する／段階 at the time: 'I was told four years ago that I can’t ever have children'

と一緒に a photo of her 持つ／拘留するing a pregnancy 実験（する）, Jessie wrote: 'Yesterday morning I was laughing with a friend 説 '本気で though how am I going to get through my gig in LA tomorrow night without telling the whole audience I am 妊娠している'.

'By yesterday afternoon I was dreading the thought of getting through the gig without breaking 負かす／撃墜する…

'After going for my 3rd ざっと目を通す and 存在 told there was no longer a heartbeat. This morning. I feel like I have no 支配（する）／統制する of my emotions. I may 悔いる 地位，任命するing this. I may not. I 現実に don't know.'

Strong:? She said: 'I lost my baby. I know I'm going to be ok because there is really nothing else to choose in the way I live'

選び出す／独身 life: Jessie told 信奉者s she had 'decided to have a baby on my own', after 明らかにする／漏らすing in October she had 分裂（する） from her boyfriend Max Pham after seven months of dating

She continued: 'I decided to have a baby on my own. Because it's a ll I've ever 手配中の，お尋ね者 and life is short. To get 妊娠している was a 奇蹟 in itself and an experience I will never forget and I know I will have again.??

'Im still in shock, the sadness is 圧倒的な. But I know I am strong, and I know I will be ok.

'I also know millions of women all over the world have felt this 苦痛 and way worse. I feel connected to those of you I know and those of you I don't.

'It's the loneliest feeling in the world. So I will see you tonight LA.

'I may 割れ目 いっそう少なく jokes but my heart will be in the room.'??

甘い: Jessie received a 抱擁する backstage after her 業績／成果?

Thumbs up: The singer put on a 勇敢に立ち向かう 直面する as she 成し遂げるd to the audience?