'My toughest times have always been my biggest lessons': Ferne McCann cradles her growing bump while meditating - as she appears to 反映する on her 発言する／表明する 公式文書，認める スキャンダル

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Ferne McCann cradled her growing baby bump as she meditated in a pink sports bra on Monday.

The former TOWIE 星／主役にする, 32, is 推定する／予想するing her second child with fianc? Lorri Haines, 31, after news of her pregnancy was first 明らかにする／漏らすd in January.?

Ferne 地位，任命するd a bump update to her 2.9 million Instagram 信奉者s, as a ビデオ showed her meditating in her bedroom と一緒に relaxing music.?

The TV personality donned a salmon pink sports bra and khaki green leggings, exposing her blossoming baby bump, while her hair was tied 支援する in a scrunchie.

一方／合間, she penned that her 'toughest times' have been her 'biggest lessons', appearing to 言及する to her 発言する／表明する 公式文書，認める スキャンダル that broke in November.??

Pregnancy: Ferne McCann, 31, showed off her growing baby bump as she meditated in a pink sports bra on Monday

Engaged: The former TOWIE 星／主役にする is 推定する／予想するing her second child with fianc? Lorri Haines

Ferne wrote:?'Everyday you have a choice to change your reality. YOU!?

'No one else you have the ultimate 力／強力にする to choose how you 反応する to the 外傷／ショック, to the 傷つける, to the anguish.

'My t oughest times have always been my biggest lessons. I choose for them to be teachable experiences.'

As she sat calmly on the ground while taking 深い breaths, Ferne's cockapoo puppy Clemmie, who she 可決する・採択するd last month, could be seen running up to her and licking her 直面する.??

Ferne continued in a 記録，記録的な／記録するd voiceover: 'You may not have chosen the 外傷／ショック that you have but you have the 力／強力にする to choose how you 反応する to it.?

'And no one can take that 力／強力にする away from you.'?

In November 2022, an 匿名の／不明の Instagram account, called Lady Whistledown after the Bridgerton secret gossip sharer, 地位，任命するd a 一連の 発言する／表明する messages from a woman they （人命などを）奪う，主張するd was Ferne.?

One heard a woman's 発言する／表明する label one of 酸性の 攻撃者 Arthur Collins' 犠牲者s a 'silly b****' while another saw Ferne （刑事）被告 of 団体／死体-shaming Sam Faiers.

Puppy love: Ferne was joined by her cockapoo Clemmie who jumped into her 武器 and licked her 直面する

Relaxing: The reality TV 星／主役にする wore a pink sports bra and khaki leggings as she meditated to 静めるing music

Ferne's former partner Arthur Collins, which whom Ferne 株 her first child, Sunday was 刑務所，拘置所d for 20 years in 2017 with another five years on licence over a nightclub 酸性の attack in London.? ?

Ferne?演説（する）／住所d the 発言する／表明する 公式文書，認めるs in a new interview, 説 the circumstances around them will be dealt with on an 近づいている 一連の her reality show, First Time Mum.

The former TOWIE 星／主役にする, 32, told 承認する! Magazine:?'It will be 演説（する）／住所d on the show, but there's not a lot I can say, which is so 失望させるing.'

She 追加するd: 'I am definitely someone who has always worn their heart on their sleeve and been transparent with anyone I 会合，会う, 特に my 信奉者s and the people who watch my show.

'The 失望／欲求不満 comes from just not 存在 able to be fully transparent and I cannot wait to 株 my 十分な truth and the 十分な story, but unfortunately, I can't because there is the 犯罪の 調査 and for that 推論する／理由 I can't go into 詳細（に述べる）.

'What I will say is we just want to look 今後 as a family, working as a team and remaining 肯定的な because that's all you can be.'?

It comes after filming for her ITVBe series First Time Mum 報道によれば 再開するd に引き続いて （人命などを）奪う，主張するs she made derogatory comments about ex-partner Arthur Collins's 酸性の attack 犠牲者s.

Ferne McCann: First Time Mum started in 2017 and follows the reality 星／主役にする as she goes through life as a 選び出す／独身 mother to daughter Sunday, five.

Growing up: Ferne recently 株d a snap with daughter Sunday, five, while holidaying in Marbella

Pregnancy: It comes after Ferne, who is already mum to Sunday, 明らかにする／漏らすd she's 推定する／予想するing her first child with Lorri Haines

It was recently （人命などを）奪う，主張するd ITV bosses are 支援 Ferne まっただ中に her 漏れるd 発言する／表明する 公式文書，認める スキャンダル.

A source told The Sun of Ferne's show: 'Ferne is 再開するing filming for First Time Mum and is 長，率いるing to India.

'She is 調書をとる／予約するd to 飛行機で行く out of the country today and is taking a film 乗組員 with her.

'最初 計画（する）s for filming were paused as the 発言する／表明する 公式文書，認める スキャンダル 広げるd. However Ferne has the 支援 of her ITV bosses and filming will start in the coming days.'

Ferne 以前 直面するd calls for her show to be axed after an 匿名の／不明の Instagram account 漏れるd 発言する／表明する 公式文書，認めるs 恐らく sent by Ferne , in which a woman's 発言する／表明する labels one of 酸性の 攻撃者 Arthur Collins' 犠牲者s a 'silly b****'.

It has been （人命などを）奪う，主張するd they were referring to Sophie Hall, who reached the final of a 行方不明になる England final 15 months after the sickening attack, 明らかにするing her scars.

Collins is 現在／一般に serving 20 years in 刑務所，拘置所 after he threw 酸性の in an East London nightclub in April 2017 and 負傷させるd 14 people.

Ferne's friends say there is an '現在進行中の hate （選挙などの）運動をする' against her, while ITV were at the time said to be in 会談 over whether the show should continue.

Last month, Ferne was 爆破d by 酸性の attack 犠牲者 Sophie, 27, for her 最近の 'insincere' 陳謝 after 恐らく calling her 'ugly' in 漏れるd 発言する／表明する 公式文書，認めるs.

Ferne 認める she was the 発言する／表明する in shocking 音声部の とじ込み／提出するs, but （人命などを）奪う，主張するd she 記録，記録的な／記録するd them because she 恐れるd 'serious 害（を与える） and in the 直面する of 重要な 脅しs'.?

Ferne wrote in her online 声明: 'I am aware that people will have a number of questions about the 発言する／表明する messages 存在 put into the public domain and purportedly sent by me.

'I feel I have no choice but to 演説（する）／住所 these (to the extent that I can as there are 制限s on me which I explain below).

'Most importantly I want to apologise to all the 犠牲者s of Arthur Collins abhorrent 活動／戦闘s in 2017 that they have to relive that night and the 苦痛 that followed because this 事柄 is again in the public domain.

'In particular I want to apologise to Sophie Hall. I do not believe her to be ugly or stupid. She has been 勇敢に立ち向かう beyond belief.

'Arthur Collins' 罪，犯罪s created 本物の 犠牲者s so I am not trying to portray myself as one. I am unable to say much because there are important and 重要な 合法的な 訴訟／進行s that 妨げる me from setting the 記録，記録的な／記録する straight at this 行う／開催する／段階.

'What I can say is that the 発言する／表明する messages that are 存在 解放（する）d are manipulated; edited and taken 完全に out of 状況.

'Even so, I will have said things that are untrue and I did not believe ? but I did so to 保護する my family and myself from serious 害（を与える） and in the 直面する of 重要な 脅しs.'

以前, Ferne competed on the fifteenth 一連の I'm A Celebrity... Get Me Out Of Here, and 時代遅れの her The Only Way Is Essex co-星／主役にする, Charlie Sims, for six years.??