'I will live with it for the 残り／休憩（する） of my life': Emotional Arnold Schwarzenegger 反映するs on '堅い' 分裂（する） from Maria Shriver and '原因（となる）ing 苦痛' to his family in Netflix 文書の trailer - after marriage ended まっただ中に cheating スキャンダル

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Emotional Arnold Schwarzenegger 反映するd on his 堅い 分裂（する） from ex-wife Maria Shriver and 原因（となる）ing '苦痛' to his family in a first trailer for his new Netflix 文書の, Arnold.

The 75-year-old 事実上の／代理 icon's rise to fame from his humble beginnings in 田舎の Austria to Hollywood 活動／戦闘 man will be chronicled in the three part series 始める，決める for 解放（する） on June 7 - with The Terminator 星／主役にする 反映するing on 騒然とした times in his personal life.

Schwarzenegger's 25-year marriage to Shriver, 67, imploded in 2011 when it 現れるd he had fathered a son - Joseph Baena, now 25 - with a 世帯 従業員, Mildred Baena.

Appearing to allude to the cheating スキャンダル, a pensive?Schwarzenegger said: 'People will remember my successes but they will also remember those 失敗s

'It was very 堅い, on my marriage, on my 関係 with my kids.

破滅的な:?Emotional Arnold Schwarzenegger 反映するd on his 堅い 分裂（する） from ex-wife Maria Shriver and 原因（となる）ing '苦痛' to his family in a first trailer for his new Netflix 文書の, Arnold

Happier times: Schwarzenegger's 25-year marriage to Shriver, 67, imploded in 2011 when it 現れるd he had fathered a son - Joseph Baena, now 25 - with a 世帯 従業員, Mildred Baena (the couple pictured in 2003)

'I have 原因（となる）d enough 苦痛 for my family. I'm going to have to live with it for the 残り／休憩（する） of my life.'

The series also 含むs never-before-seen （映画の）フィート数 of the 星／主役にする pumping アイロンをかける and behind-the-scenes images of his 旅行 into politics - he 最終的に became the 知事 of California.

He said of his aspirations to 征服する／打ち勝つ Hollywood: 'I saw myself on that 行う／開催する／段階. Thousands of people 叫び声をあげるing, Arnold, Arnold, Arnold!

'And when you visualize something really 明確に, you believe that you can 100% get there

'There was a lot of things I had to learn, 障害s I had to 打ち勝つ.'

詳細（に述べる）ing how he decided to enter politics, the 星／主役にする said: 'You can get an 傷害 and all the 運動競技の stuff is over. But the only thing that no-one can take from you is your mind.?I was looking for another challenge, politics.'

The 星／主役にする's friends are filmed 説: 'He had no staff, no real 計画（する）, he blew up the political system.

Schwarzenegger said: 'There is problems and problems but I want to do the things that everyone thinks are impossible.

堅い time:?Appearing to allude to the cheating スキャンダル, a pensive Schwarzenegger said: 'People will remember my successes but they will also remember those 失敗s. It was very 堅い, on my marriage, on my 関係 with my kids'

Maria and Arnold married in 1986. They have four children together: Katherine, 32, Christina, 30, Patrick, 28, and Christopher, 24

Son: The 星／主役にする is pictured with son Joseph, who he fathered while married to Maria

Pensive:?'I have 原因（となる）d enough 苦痛 for my family. I'm going to have to live with it for the 残り／休憩（する） of my life'

Hunk:?The 75-year-old 事実上の／代理 icon's rise to fame from his humble beginnings in 田舎の Austria to Hollywood 活動／戦闘 man will be chronicled in the three-part series

'My 見通し didn't talk about giving up, my 見通し was about climbing the mountain.'

反映するing on his never-give-up mentality, the actor said: 'You're always hungry, you're never really 満足させるd.

'No 事柄 what it takes, work your ass off, do it, do it now.'

Shriver and Schwarzenegger tied the knot in 1986, nearly nine years after they first met. They separated in 2011 and 完結するd their 離婚 in 2021.?

Joseph Baena was born on October 2, 1997, only a few days after Shriver gave birth to the couple's fourth child, Christopher.?

The couple did not have a prenup, but によれば TMZ at the time, 'there was never any real 保護／拘留 beef', and 'they both quickly agreed on 共同の 保護／拘留.'.

They had an 概算の $400 million at the time of their 分離.

In February?Shriver?詳細（に述べる）d her struggles with her ex-husband's stardom and how the 衝撃 of their 離婚 saw her turning to a Reverend Mother at a convent in hopes of feeling いっそう少なく 'invisible.'

Gym buff: The 星／主役にする has built an empire on his strongman physique

The series also 含むs never-before-seen （映画の）フィート数 of the 星／主役にする pumping アイロンをかける and behind-the-scenes of his 旅行 into politics

反映するing on his never-give-up mentality, the actor said: 'You're always hungry, you're never really 満足させるd. No 事柄 what it takes, work your ass off, do it, do it now'

Looking 支援する:?He said of his aspirations to 征服する／打ち勝つ Hollywood: 'I saw myself on that 行う／開催する／段階. Thousands of people 叫び声をあげるing, Arnold, Arnold, Arnold!'

Kicking 支援する: The 星／主役にする is seen worlds away from his Hollywood 暗殺者 persona as he paints

Family: Joseph is pictured with? his mom and Arnold's former lover Mildred Baena?

に引き続いて their 分離 ?Maria turned to a 修道女 because she was unable to grapple with the 崩壊（する） of her 関係.

The Hollywood and political 力／強力にする couple may have put on a perfect fa?広告, however, on the inside, Maria felt more alone than ever 予定 to her ex-husband's エリート status.??

In an episode of podcast Making Space with Hoda Kotb,?the 新聞記者／雑誌記者 明らかにする／漏らすd she sought advice at a convent to find peace and give herself '許可' to be 攻撃を受けやすい.?

The Today special 錨，総合司会者 explained that she was searching for '指導／手引' and 手配中の，お尋ね者 to be in 'silence' に引き続いて the 離婚.

She 追加するd that while she has 以前 written about her experience she has never '株d' it, before 詳細（に述べる）ing what the Reverend Mother said to her that gave her the strength she needed to find herself.?

After 明らかにする／漏らすing she went to a 'cloistered convent,' the 新聞記者／雑誌記者 said she was given '許可' to 'be weak.'?

The 新聞記者／雑誌記者 said the Reverend Mother told her: 'I think you （機の）カム here looking for 許可.'?

Maria 追加するd that she felt like she was in a scene from The Sound Of Music.?

While at the convent she was told: 'You ca n't come live here… but you do have 許可 to go out and become Maria.'?

For the first time in her life, Maria felt わずかに いっそう少なく invisible and began 'sobbing.'?

'I had never given myself 許可 to ― to feel, to be 攻撃を受けやすい, to be weak, to be brought to my 膝s. And the world did it to me. And then I was like, "承認する, God, let's go,"'?Maria said.?

Because of her ex-husband's fame, Maria explained she often felt like she lived in the 影をつくる／尾行するs.???

And, it wasn't the first time the Emmy-winning 新聞記者／雑誌記者 felt the 失望／欲求不満s of 存在 around those in the limelight, as the niece of the late?大統領 John F. Kennedy said growing up in a family that was the 焦点（を合わせる） of public attention left her feeling insecure.?

'I grew up feeling invisible in an incredibly public, famous family.?There were a lot of really big characters in that family,' Maria said.

Shriver and Schwarzenegger were the 'it' couple for nearly 25 years, but they 合法的に 分裂（する） in 2021 (Maria and Arnold pictured on their wedding day in 1986)?

Moved on: Arnold is now in a longterm 関係 with?Heather Milligan (pictured January 2023)

She went on to explain she felt like 'background noise' as a child and it continued until she learnt her 'lesson.'?

To finally 受託する that she 事柄d, the writer said she had to see herself through her own 注目する，もくろむs, rather than 焦点（を合わせる）ing on how others looked at her.?

'It's not about other people seeing you, it's about you seeing yourself. And that took me a really long time, a really long time to learn,' she said to Hoda.

She explained that when those around her ex-husband or her uncle didn't 認める her she 設立する herself 'getting angry.'?

But then, Maria began to value herself and 公式文書，認めるd that she now 強調するd with those feeling the same way as she once did.?

A lthough the 新聞記者／雑誌記者 understands and 高く評価する／（相場などが）上がるs she has had a life filled with success - 含むing winning an Emmy, publishing a 調書をとる／予約する, and 存在 on TV - she discovered that 非，不，無 of those things made her feel 'seen.'?

She told Hoda: 'What 現実に makes people feel seen and worthy is talking to them, sitting with them, calling them, slowing 負かす／撃墜する… sitting on the porch, going, "I don't have anywhere to go. I'm 権利 here with you."'