Kerry Washington says discovering her dad is not her 生物学の father 奮起させるd her new memoir 厚い Than Water
Kerry Washington said the 明らかにする／漏らす of a family secret 開始する，打ち上げるd her 願望（する） to 令状 her new memoir, 厚い Than Water.
The actress, 46, said she learned in 2018 that the man she called 'Dad' was not her 生物学の father.
The Unprisoned 星／主役にする 追加するd that she believed the 'dissonance' about something 存在 wrong with her 団体／死体 may have led her to develop an?eating disorder.
Kerry 明らかにする／漏らすd she learned the truth of her 血統／生まれ some five years ago when she was 招待するd to 参加する in an episode of Finding Your Roots, hosted on PBS by Dr. Henry Louis Gates.?
Family secret: Kerry Washington says it was a family secret that 奮起させるd the 令状ing of her new memoir
Th e show uses genealogical 記録，記録的な／記録するs and デオキシリボ核酸 results to 跡をつける family histories.?
'When I said, "Spit in this tube," they started freaking out,' Kerry told The New York Times?about her parents' reaction to the デオキシリボ核酸 実験（する）.??
'My mom was like, "I didn’t know that this was going to happen."'
The Prophecy 星／主役にする said her father began having panic attacks and 苦しむing from insomnia, and decided to pull out of the show.
After 存在 advised by Gates to 明らかにする／漏らす the （警察などへの）密告，告訴（状） while all parties were still alive, her parents scheduled a 会合 with the Emmy 勝利者.
During their 2018 get together, Kerry's parents 明らかにする／漏らすd they had used an 匿名の／不明の sperm 寄贈者 after they had trouble conceiving 自然に.?
'I’ve always had this weird disconnect with my dad, but I thought that was my fault. I thought I wasn’t a 肉親，親類d enough person,' she explained.
'But the idea that I was not his never occurred to me. It was just, "why can’t I be better to him? Why can’t we be closer? What’s wrong with me? What’s wrong with us?"'?
血統／生まれ: Kerry 明らかにする／漏らすd she learned her father Earl was not her 生物学の father, and that she had been conceived 経由で 匿名の／不明の sperm 寄贈者 (Pictured in The Bronx in May 2019 with dad Earl, her mom, Valerie, and husband Nnamdi Asomugha, 42)??
Not 権利: Kerry said she f elt something wasn't やめる 権利 as a child. ''I didn't know what my story was, but I was playing the supporting character in their story,' she explained to People
' When I got this （警察などへの）密告，告訴（状）, I was like, "Oh. I now know my story,"' she told People.?
'I didn't know what my story was, but I was playing the supporting character in their story.'
The Reasonable 疑問 director believes her subconscious reaction to the idea that something wasn't やめる 権利 may have 与える／捧げるd to her years of struggling with 苦悩, self-esteem 問題／発行するs and an eating disorder.?
Kerry has not yet been able to discover anything about the sperm 寄贈者.?
After getting the （警察などへの）密告，告訴（状）, the first time author decided to change the topic of her 調書をとる／予約する.
She had 初めは 調印するd on to 令状 a manuscript based on the life lessons she learned playing Washington fixer Olivia ローマ法王 for six years on the 攻撃する，衝突する 演劇 スキャンダル.
'Any 試みる／企てる I made to sit 負かす／撃墜する and 令状 about my life and not 含む this new （警察などへの）密告，告訴（状）, it just felt impossible,' she told the Times.
'I tried to give the publisher their money 支援する.'?
Inspiration: Kerry said the secret of per 血統／生まれ 奮起させるd her memoir. She had 初めは planned to 令状 about 調書をとる／予約する about the life lessons she learned from Washington fixer Olivia ローマ法王 whom she played for six years on スキャンダル.? The 調書をとる／予約する is 存在 解放（する）d Tuesday
Love: Kerry says she has put her father at 緩和する about their 関係, telling him,? 'I'm not going anywhere, you’re not going anywhere, you’re my dad. Now when I say "I love you, it’s not because of who you’re pretending to be in my life, it’s because of who you are"’
Instead, she and Little, Brown 誘発する, settled on the memoir.
Kerry 収容する／認めるs her parents are not crazy about her publishing a 調書をとる／予約する that 含むs their family secrets, but are supportive of the 成果／努力.?
She has also managed to put her father at 緩和する about their 関係, telling him, 'I'm not going anywhere, you’re not going anywhere, you’re my dad. Now when I say "I love you, it’s not because of who you’re pretending to be in my life, it’s because of who you are."’
厚い than Water will be 利用できる wherever 調書をとる／予約するs are sold Tuesday, September 26.??
