Victoria Beckham 収容する／認めるs she 'resented' husband David and was the 'unhappiest she'd ever been' after 事件／事情／状勢 主張s turned their children's lives into a 'circus'
Victoria Beckham has 認める she resented her husband after he turned their life into a 'circus'.?
After David Beckham moved to Spain?to play for Real Madrid the footballer 設立する himself 攻撃する，衝突する by （人命などを）奪う，主張するs that he had an 事件／事情／状勢 with his personal assistant Rebecca Loos.?
Victoria and their children Brooklyn and Romeo then relocated from the UK to be by David's 味方する, where the?family 設立する themselves under 激しい scrutiny, with Spanish マスコミ hounding them and fans intruding in their lives.?
Speaking about the experience on David's?new?Netflix?docuseries BECKHAM,? Victoria 自白するd: 'Did I resent David? If I'm 存在 全く honest, yes I did.'
The show then 削減（する） to （映画の）フィート数 of the famous pair 運動ing through Spain with their 苦しめるd son Brooklyn who was crying as overzealous fans 続けざまに猛撃するd on the wi ndow of their car.?
'I resented him': Victoria Beckham 認める she was the 'unhappiest she'd ever been' after her David's 事件／事情／状勢 主張s turned their life into a 'circus' as she spoke on the BECKHAM do
主張s: After David Beckham moved to Spain to play for Real Madrid the footballer 設立する himself 攻撃する，衝突する by （人命などを）奪う，主張するs that he had an 事件／事情／状勢 with his personal assistant Rebecca Loos
David 試みる／企てるd to console Brooklyn by 発表するing 'it's alright Buster they can't get in the car,' while Victoria soothed him by 説: 'it's alright, mummy's got you.'?
Cutting to modern day, Victoria candidly 自白するd: 'If I'm 存在 honest it's probably the most unhappy I have ever been in my entire life.?
'It wasn't that I was 存在 unheard, I chose to internalise a lot of it because I was always mindful of the 焦点（を合わせる） that he needed.'?
David was also 苦しむing as a result, with his 業績／成果 on the pitch coming under scrutiny and Real Madrid losing?four games in a 列／漕ぐ／騒動 for the first time.?
Earlier in the fourth and final episode of the docuseries, Victoria spoke for the first time of the 苦痛 she 苦しむd in the 影響 of the （人命などを）奪う，主張するs about her husband David's 申し立てられた／疑わしい 事件／事情／状勢.
Almost 20 years after it was （人命などを）奪う，主張するd he and the personal assistant had become の近くに while he was playing in Spain for Real Madrid,?Victoria 明らかにする／漏らすd that the months afterwards were the 'hardest' of her life and that she no longer felt like the couple 'had each other'.
一方／合間, David 認める he still doesn't know how they got through the 2003 危機 but he and his former Spice Girl wife knew they had to 'fight for their family', and said they felt like they were '溺死するing' when their high-profile marriage was in the headlines for months.
The former England captain also told how he 'felt 肉体的に sick every day' as he and Victoria 直面するd a 戦う／戦い to save their marriage.
Scary:?The show then 削減（する） to （映画の）フィート数 of the famous pair 運動ing through Spain with their 苦しめるd son Brooklyn who was crying as overzealous fans 続けざまに猛撃するd on their car
Shocking: David stunned the world when his 申し立てられた／疑わしい 関係 with Rebecca were 明らかにする／漏らすd in the now 消滅した／死んだ News Of The World newspaper (Rebecca Loos pictured in 2004)?
In a searingly honest interview in the fourth and final episode, Victoria appeared to fight 支援する 涙／ほころびs as she was asked if it was the hardest time in their marriage. '100 per cent,' she 自白するd. 'It was the hardest period for us. Because it felt like the world was against us.
'Here's the thing, we were against each other, if I'm 存在 完全に honest. Up until Madrid いつかs it felt like us against everybody else but we were together, we were connected, we had each other. But when we were in Spain, it didn't really feel like we had each other either. And that's sad. I can't even begin to tell you how hard it was. And how it 影響する／感情d me.'
David stunned the world when his 申し立てられた／疑わしい 関係 with Rebecca was 明らかにする／漏らすd in the now 消滅した／死んだ News Of The World newspaper. At the time Victoria had decided to remain in the UK so that her young sons Brooklyn and Romeo could sta y in their schools. The 決定／判定勝ち（する） left David lonely, and he 収容する／認めるs that he struggled.
He said: 'When I first moved to Spain it was difficult because I had been part of a club and a family for my whole career, from the age of 15 to when I was 27. I get sold 夜通し, the next minute I'm in a city, I don't speak the language. More importantly, I didn't have my family.
'Every time that we woke up we felt there was something else... we both felt at the time that we were not losing each other but 溺死するing.'
Asked how their marriage 生き残るd, David told how he 恐れるd playing football while his wife struggled to find a way through their 危機.
Shaking his 長，率いる, he said: 'I don't know how we got through it, in all honestly. Victoria is everything to me, to see her 傷つける was incredibly difficult, but we're 闘士，戦闘機s and at that time we needed to fight for each other, we needed to fight for our family.
明らかにする／漏らすd:?Victoria Beckham has 認める that relocating to Spain was 'いっそう少なく-than ideal' after her husband David's shock move to Real Madrid
?'And what we had was 価値（がある） fighting for. There were some days that I would wake up and think, 'How am I going to go to work? How am I going to walk on to that training pitch? How am I going to look as if nothing's wrong?' I felt 肉体的に sick every day when I opened my 注目する，もくろむs, 'How am I going to do this?'
The 危機 誘発するd Victoria to relocate to Madrid, where they bought a £3million home which she says she decorated herself. She later went on to have the couple's third son, Cruz, now 18, in the Spanish 資本／首都.
Victoria 述べるd their time in Madrid as a 'nightmare' and 'an 絶対の circus', while David said the school run was 'live on Spanish TV'.
The designer 認める that was always perceived as 'the villain' by Spanish football fans because she didn't move there with David 権利 away, 主張するing that she only dealyed it until she could find suitable schools for their sons Brooklyn and Romeo.
詳細（に述べる）ing the moment David 株d the news of their 移転 in the 文書の's third episode, Victoria said she replied: 'What do you mean we're going to Spain?''
'[David] said ''we're going to Spain,'' when?' ''In about 12 hours!''
Victoria 追加するd: 'I was like what do you mean we don't have anywhere to live, we don't have schools for the children, what do you mean? But the reality is that we moved to Spain.'
Asked how she felt about the move, Victoria said: 'いっそう少なく than ideal.'
Victoria 認める that Spanish fans struggled to warm to her, 特に after it was 報告（する）／憶測d that she didn't like Spain because it 'smelled lik e garlic,' which she 否定するd ever 説.
'More often than not, I was always the villain,' she said.
'It was never about Spain, we had a family we had to think about. I had two children, Brooklyn and Romeo, and this is what nobody seemed to take into consideration, when I was getting criticised for not 存在 in Spain from the beginning.
'A kid has to go to school, I knew I couldn't move until I had a school for Brooklyn. I was doing Monday to Friday in London and then jumping on a 計画（する） to Spain.
'But everything was 捏造する，製作するd, taken out of 状況. It was never about Spain.'
