厳密に's コマドリ Windsor experienced dream safari holiday days before his 悲劇の death - as friends?詳細（に述べる） his 勇敢に立ち向かう 戦う／戦い with 'mental health'

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厳密に Come Dancing 星／主役にする コマドリ Windsor experienced a dream safari holiday in South Africa days before his 悲劇の death.??

The professional Latin and Ballroom ダンサー, 44, was 設立する dead in a?London?hotel, it 現れるd on Tuesday, as his friends 詳細（に述べる）d his 勇敢に立ち向かう 戦う／戦い against mental health struggles and thoughts of 自殺.

It's believed that コマドリ?苦しむd a troubling 出来事/事件 over the New Year period, before 乗る，着手するing to 成し遂げる on a luxurious 巡航する in South Africa.

And just days after he returned to London, the Daily Mail understands, he was 設立する dead in a hotel.

コマドリ 文書d his holiday with a 一連の beaming ビデオs and photographs on safari, with heartbroken fans now 急ぐing to the comments??

厳密に Come Dancing 星／主役にする コマドリ Windsor experienced a dream safari holiday in South Africa days before his 悲劇の death?

On January 19 he 株d a beaming ビデオ out on safari, captioning the clip: 'What a day! 'Such an incredible experience and I get to live it all again tomorrow'

On January 19 he 株d a beaming ビデオ out on safari, captioning the clip: 'What a day!?

'Such an incredible experience and I get to live it all again tomorrow - I’m not leaving until I’ve played with the big pussy cats!!! #safari #lions #southafrica #experience #africa.'

He went on to 株 a 一連の snaps sightseeing 同様に as 成し遂げるing on a 巡航する ship.?

While the 原因（となる） of コマドリ's death has yet to be 確認するd, his の近くに friend and former 厳密に co-星／主役にする Kristina Rihanoff hinted that he may have taken his own life.

She wrote online: 'There are no words to 表明する the 苦痛.

'コマドリ wasn't just my dance partner, he was a friend and together we 株d endless experiences from our career 最高潮の場面s to hitting 激しく揺する 底（に届く） of 拒絶. Many of you, who went to see his 別れの（言葉，会） 小旅行する, know perfectly 井戸／弁護士席 that he spoke very 率直に about his mental health struggles and thoughts of 自殺.

'I'm sure it was 破滅的な for anyone who loves コマドリ to hear that, but those thoughts were in his 長，率いる for many years... Too much 苦痛, too much 失望, too much neglect.'

In a second 地位，任命する she showed her 信奉者s her and コマドリ's last rehearsal together in late November, 追加するing: 'If I only knew it's the last ever dance... may you dance with the angels with no more 苦痛 my friend.'

コマドリ spent his final weeks bringing joy to others - even as he 明らかにする／漏らすd he was 'hiding in the 影をつくる／尾行するs' and hinted at '外傷／ショック' in a 一連の haunting social マスコミ 地位，任命するs weeks before he passed away.

Dragons' Den 星／主役にする Deborah Meaden told fans about コマドリ and her mother's social 会合，会う up in a 地位，任命する on X in late January, 令状ing: 'Don't you just love it!'?

一方／合間, a fan 明らかにする／漏らすd how she （機の）カム across コマドリ during a cha cha class, where he had agreed to dance with her because she did not have a partner.?'A gentleman - sending love to his friends and family,' she wrote in a 深く心に感じた 尊敬の印 on Instagram.

にもかかわらず this, コマドリ told his 信奉者s on January 14: 'Remember, when something goes wrong in the circus, they send in the clowns to distract the audience. 井戸／弁護士席, something has gone very wrong with this circus and the clowns are everywhere.'?

It comes after コマドリ 以前 opened up about h is struggles with 不景気 on 厳密に. In 2018, he 明らかにする／漏らすd: 'We all have dark days but I was having dark weeks. I would 結局最後にはーなる not getting out of bed for four or fives days at a time, as far as everyone was 関心d I was 'happy コマドリ' - except to the people I lived with.'

In another poignant interview with a mental health charity last year, he said: 'I was always seen as a happy person, always with a big smile on my 直面する. Now I realise that those with the biggest smiles いつかs can hide the biggest 苦痛.'

The professional Latin and Ballroom ダンサー, 44, was 設立する dead in a London hotel, it 現れるd on Tuesday, as his friends 詳細（に述べる）d his 勇敢に立ち向かう 戦う／戦い with mental health struggles (pictured on safari)

It's believed that コマドリ 苦しむd a troubling 出来事/事件 over the New Year period, before 乗る，着手するing to 成し遂げる on a luxurious 巡航する in South Africa

コマドリ 文書d his holiday with a 一連の beaming ビデオs and photographs on safari, with heartbroken fans now 急ぐing to the comments

コマドリ and Kristina Rihanoff during the 開始する，打ち上げる of their 燃やす the 床に打ち倒す dance show in 2013

厳密に Come Dancing's コマドリ 'Bobby' Windsor has died at the age of 44, it was 発表するd today

On January 4 (left), コマドリ had 株d a message with his friends and 信奉者s which said: 'Big shout out and love to e veryone who's reached out and checked in the last week. Sorry I have not replied... it's been a bit of a trying time and things are looking up. コマドリ.' On January 21, he hinted at 外傷／ショック (権利) by 株ing a 引用する from Dr Thema Bryant

コマドリ Windsor's last 地位，任命する on Instagram, a 黒人／ボイコット and white selfie, was captioned, 'hiding in the 影をつくる／尾行するs'?

Dragons' Den 星／主役にする Deborah told fans about her mother 会合 コマドリ in a 地位，任命する in late January, 令状ing: 'Don't you just love it!'

コマドリ Windsor had been spending some time in Cape Town when the 巡航する ship ドッキングする／減らす／ドックに入れるd. He wrote: 'This place is the distraction of all distractions.'

一方／合間, a fan 明らかにする／漏らすd how she （機の）カム across コマドリ during a cha cha class, where he had agreed to dance with her because she did not have a partner

On January 14, he 地位，任命するd: 'Remember, when something goes wrong in the circus, they send in the clowns to distract the audience. 井戸／弁護士席, something has gone very wrong with this circus and the clowns are everywhere.'

He also 以前 told how was left struggling to get out of bed after his 関係 with his fianc? Davide Cine ended, he lost his 職業 on?厳密に?and he had to 支払う／賃金 a £100,000 税金 法案 - as his world （機の）カム 衝突，墜落ing 負かす／撃墜する all at the same time.?

コマドリ,?who said he had 戦う／戦いd with 不景気?from the age of 19, would later get into a 関係 with,?X Factor 星／主役にする Marcus Collins - but their 18-month romance ended in 2015.

He said: 'I was still on 厳密に at the time it started - it was really bad.?A lot of things happened at the same time, やめる bad things, which 始める，決める it in 動議.?My 傷害, a 財政上の 状況／情勢, my 約束／交戦 [to Davide] had ended and I lost my 職業 on 厳密に all at the same time so it took its （死傷者）数.'

コマドリ also 明らかにする／漏らすd how he struggled to watch 厳密に after he was axed by bosses in 2014 に引き続いて a 'horrible 支援する 操作／手術'. He 以前 said: 'Leaving 厳密に wasn't my choice. I had a horrible 支援する 操作／手術 and they decided that they didn't want to ask me 支援する the next year.?

'It was probably for health and safety 推論する／理由s, in 事例／患者 something happened, but I was 肉体的に fit. One of my best friends Trent Whiddon, who 取って代わるd me to dance with?Pixie Lott, I 手配中の，お尋ね者 to watch and support him, but it broke my heart.'

'I was with Marcus Collins from the X Factor, who was my partner at the time, and said to him, 'I'm really struggling to watch the show.'

'He told me the best thing to do was to really get behind and support everybody. He said it was hard for him to watch the success of?Little Mix, who （警官の）巡回区域，受持ち区域 him on X Factor.'

コマドリ, who started dancing at the age of three, was best known for his 外見s on?厳密に?between 2010 and 2015.

The '極端に talented' ダンサー spent last month entertaining holidaymakers by 成し遂げるing on a?Fred Olsen 巡航する and 地位，任命するd smiling selfies when the boat ドッキングする／減らす／ドックに入れるd in South Africa.?

But he also hinted he was 取引，協定ing with '外傷／ショック' and thanked his friends and family for their support in a string of 地位，任命するs before his death.

コマドリ Windsor is pictured with TV presenter Susanna Reid on 厳密に Come Dancing for Children in Need 支援する in 2011

コマドリ Windsor recently went on a 巡航する to South Africa and 提起する／ポーズをとるd for photos. He commented: 'Sooo lovely to 会合，会う you both'

コマドリ Bobby Windsor dazzles in a blue ensemble as he enjoys dancing on a 巡航する trip just weeks before his 悲劇の death

It's understood that コマドリ Windsor (left) was 成し遂げるing on board the 巡航する last month with?Gordana Grandosek Whiddon (second from left)

The 巡航する trip was one of the final times that コマドリ Windsor would dance. Here he joined a friend on 行う／開催する／段階 as they ドッキングする／減らす／ドックに入れるd in Durban, South Africa?

Show night: コマドリ Windsor (centre) laughs after a 'fun packed first week' on board the 巡航する ship. He commented with two love hearts

The talented ダンサー is seen 成し遂げるing on 行う／開催する／段階 on the 巡航する ship where he entertained holidaymakers as they travelled the world

On January 27, コマドリ 提起する／ポーズをとるd in 前線 of a marina with Cape Town's （米）棚上げする／（英）提議する Mountain in the background with the caption: 'This place is the distraction of all distractions!'

He looked happy as he took pictures of elephants on safari and relaxed in a 宿泊する overlooking the 素晴らしい ヒョウ Mountain game reserve. The ダンサー had also enjoyed a one-night stop in Mozambique and was seen relaxing on the beach and 提起する／ポーズをとるing with a Lemur in Madagascar in the days 事前の.

But コマドリ's last 地位，任命する on Instagram, which was 株d to his 46,000 信奉者s on January 28, was a more muted selfie in the 近づく-dark with the caption:?'Hiding in the 影をつくる／尾行するs.'?

Seven days earlier, the ダンサー had reposted a 引用する which said: '外傷／ショック teaches you to 推定する／予想する and 受託する the 明らかにする 最小限. In this new season, may you adjust your 基準s and learn to receive the 最大限. You are worthy. You are enough. You deserve 洪水.'

And on January 4, he had 株d a message with his friends and 信奉者s which said: 'Big shout out and love to everyone who's reached out and checked in the last week. Sorry I have not replied... it's been a bit of a trying time and things are looking up. コマドリ.'

尊敬の印s have 注ぐd in underneath the 星／主役にする's 悲劇の last selfie, with one fan 令状ing: 'So shocked and saddened to hear the news. Have followed him for years since 厳密に, an amazing talent. RIP.'

His mental health became so bad that he couldn't get out of bed and he 認める that he considered taking his own life until he was talked out of it. It was at this point he started 捜し出すing help - mostly from mental health charity Sane.

Another 追加するd: 'So sad & shocked. Just a couple of weeks ago I was dancing in his 武器 for 90mins as I didn't have a partner in a cha cha cha class. A gentleman. A gentle m an. A magical day for me. Sending love to his friends and family RIP.'

A third 地位，任命するd: 'No longer in the 影をつくる／尾行するs but in the light.'?A fourth also said: 'This was not the news I 手配中の，お尋ね者 to wake up to this morning. 引き裂く コマドリ.'

コマドリ three weeks ago in South Africa where he was dancing on a 巡航する ship that was going around the world

Baby コマドリ 存在 held by his older sister as a child. He began dancing at the age of three and was winning 競争s in 最初の／主要な school (権利)

コマドリ in a 発射 for a 最初の／主要な school show he was in 株d on Instagram

コマドリ as a 十代の少年少女 after he left Ipswich to become a ダンサー in London when he was 15

コマドリ Windsor and Marcus Collins, a X-Factor finallist 助言者d by Gary Barlow. They had planned to marry but 分裂（する） in 2015

コマドリ's last long 称する，呼ぶ／期間／用語 関係 appears to have been with X-Factor 星／主役にする Marcus Collins, who 株d this image of them together today

厳密に Come Dancing's James Jordan led 尊敬の印s and said that Windsor was 'adored' by everyone

South African ダンサー Oti Mabuse also paid 尊敬の印 to the late 星／主役にする and 述べるd him as 'one of the kindest, loving, professional, creative and beautiful humans'

Fans were quick to 株 their 弔慰s after 審理，公聴会 the news of コマドリ Windsor's passing

コマドリ had flown out to join the 巡航する in the Indian Ocean at the beginning of January. He visited Madagascar, Mozambique and South Africa while dancing for guests. While in Madagascar, he looked joyful and took part in a 伝統的な dance with 地元のs.

The ダンサー also stayed at a five-星／主役にする safari 宿泊する called ヒョウ Mountain where he saw elephants, giraffes, warthogs and lions. コマドリ then went on to visit East London and Cape Town, which he 述べるd as 'glorious'.

At the end of last month, he 地位，任命するd a ビデオ of him and his partner?Gordana Grandosek Whiddon dancing with the caption: 'The show must go on'.?

Ms Whiddon, who also 成し遂げるd on 厳密に, paid 尊敬の印 today by?株ing a ビデオ of the dance, と一緒に the caption, 'I love you Bobby' with a heart and a broken hearted emoji.

コマドリ partnered with model Patsy Kensit, EastEnders legend Anita Dobson, Loose Woman Lisa Riley and Dragon's Den 星／主役にする Deborah Meaden during his stint on 厳密に.?The Suffolk-born 星／主役にする also 成し遂げるd with This Morning host Alison Hammond in the 2015 Christmas Special.

A heartbroken?Susanna Reid,?who partnered with コマドリ on 厳密に for Children in Need in 2011, fought 支援する 涙／ほころびs on today's Good Morning Britain after learning of the ダンサー's death.

After co-host Ed Balls 発表するd the 悲劇の news on Good Morning Britain, Reid told テレビ視聴者s: 'He was an 絶対 remarkable ダンサー, strong so creative, he was just so enthusiastic about dancing. I just adored him. 'He was the most incredible personality. As soon as I danced with him there was something really special about it.'?

Former 厳密に ダンサー James Jordan also paid 尊敬の印, 地位，任命するing: 'I had the 楽しみ of working with this man for many years on 厳密に.?

'Everyone who （機の）カム in 接触する with him adored him, from his celebrity partners to his working 同僚s. You will be 行方不明になるd old friend.'

A heartbroken Susanna Reid , who partnered with コマドリ Windsor on 厳密に in 2011, fought 支援する 涙／ほころびs on today's Good Morning Britain after learning of the ダンサー's death

Entertainment 特派員 Richard Arnold also became 打ち勝つ with emotion discussing コマドリ as he struggled to get his words out

コマドリ Windsor and Deborah Meaden on 厳密に Come Dancing

Kristina Rihanoff and コマドリ Windsor during 厳密に Come Dancing 開始する，打ち上げる event at the BBC Studios 支援する in 2011

?The professional Latin and Ballroom ダンサー was best known for his 外見s on BBC 's 厳密に Come Dancing for five years between 2010-2015

Kristina Rihanoff and コマドリ Windsor 成し遂げる a dance on a '燃やす The 床に打ち倒す' show in 2013

Long-time 厳密に 裁判官 Craig Revel Horwood remembered コマドリ as 'one of the kindest, gentle, honest, funny and caring people I've had the 楽しみ of knowing and working with'.

He 追加するd that the ダンサー would be 'forever 行方不明になるd' as he sent his support to コマドリ's family and friends.

コマドリ was an 初めの member of dance show 燃やす The 床に打ち倒す, who 発表するd the 星／主役にする's shock death on their 公式の／役人 website.

Their 声明 read: '燃やす the 床に打ち倒す family has lost one of its 設立するing members, コマドリ 'Bobby' Windsor - who has tragically passed away.

'A BTF journeyman he danced with us for twenty years - 含むing Broadway, The West End and all our crazy adventures around the world.

'His 素晴らしい image 大（公）使館員d with Jessica Raffa defined our company, colourful, extreme and sensual.

'His talent, 態度, energy and personality helped create the 燃やす the 床に打ち倒す 行う／開催する／段階 評判. He leaves a 無効の in our hearts that will never be filled, yet our wonderful memories will stay forever'.?

From the age of three, コマドリ 熟考する／考慮するd Latin and Ballroom and his talent and かかわり合い to his vocation took him to the highest level of 競争 where he won 非常に／多数の World 選手権s.

In 2010, his first y ear on 厳密に, he danced with?Patsy Kensit

In 2011 he was partnered with EastEnders actress and singer Anita Dobson

He joined the cast of show 燃やす The 床に打ち倒す in 2001 and 小旅行するd the world for 10 years, with a nine-month run on Broadway.

He got his TV break on 厳密に in 2010 but was 軍隊d to pull out of the series in 2014 予定 to a slipped レコード which left him paralysed for four days. While he never won the Glitterball トロフィー, he （機の）カム seventh with Patsy Kensit and Anita Dobson.

コマドリ also appeared in Dancing With The 星／主役にするs Australia and So You Think You Can Dance in the Netherlands and 補助装置d in the choreography for the Australian 見解／翻訳／版 of So You Think You Can Dance, 同様に as 事実上の／代理 as a motivational （衆議院の）議長.?

His 代表者／国会議員s told MailOnline: 'It is with 深い 悲しみ that we 発表する the 悲劇の passing of our beautiful コマドリ.

'コマドリ's dancing started from a very young age and never stopped. He lit up any room he walked into,?he was a 養育するing soul always 十分な of fun.

'厳密に Come Dancing, 燃やす the 床に打ち倒す and many other dance shows along with all the school children around the country who he gave his time.

'コマドリ was a strong 支持する for mental health and worked closely with the 'Sane Charity'. The dance world has lost some of its sparkle today. We ask for the family's privacy at this very difficult time.'?

創立者 of 燃やす the 床に打ち倒す and friend of コマドリ, Harley Medcalf, said: 'We have lost a beautiful friend, コマドリ Windsor, Bobby, one of the 設立するing members of the 燃やす the 床に打ち倒す family.

'コマドリ has passed away in England. A generous, 極端に talented ダンサー, 十分な of energy, life and love.

尊敬の印s have 注ぐd in to コマドリ Windsor this morning, with 厳密に's Amy Dowden 述べるing him as a '肉親，親類d, talented soul'

'His 行う／開催する／段階 presence defined the 燃やす the 床に打ち倒す company. Whenever we visited London, コマドリ was always the first to call, always there to support, celebrate, laugh and cry together.

'In the photo 大（公）使館員d a 高度に emotional コマドリ was just off 行う／開催する／段階 after his last 業績／成果 with 燃やす The 床に打ち倒す 再会 小旅行する in Birmingham in 2022.'

'Our hearts are broken he will be 大いに 行方不明になるd by all his friends, family and fans around the world.'

業績／成果 arts theatre 燃やす The 床に打ち倒す, where コマドリ danced for 20 years and was a 設立するing member, said there is a '無効の' in their heart since the 悲劇の passing.

Fellow ダンサー Giselle Rojas Peacock wrote: 'I was shocked to find out today we lost another ダンサー and Friend コマドリ Jamie Windsor.

'This one 攻撃する，衝突するs home as we had so many years dancing 成し遂げるing and 小旅行するing together all over the world in 燃やす the 床に打ち倒す.

'One of the 初めの members and poster boy of 燃やす, Bobby was so loved by everyone, the sweetest human. Just like a 大規模な teddy 耐える.

'You light up the 行う／開催する／段階 with such an energy and it was always a 楽しみ to dance with you.

'We had so many laughs, 涙／ほころびs, highs and lows together and even though life took us in separate directions and the lord has taken you to soon, I think all us will 心にいだく so many memories with you in them.

'RIP my good friend. My heart breaks today for all who loved you. And there were many.'

厳密に choreographer Patrick 舵輪／支配 said コマドリ was unaware of how much he meant to people.

He wrote: 'I don't even know how to find the words to this 地位，任命する. I will dearly 行方不明になる you コマドリ Windsor.

'This one is hitting me hard and too の近くに to home.

'My deepest 弔慰s go to your family and everyone who knew you! You were another one who was loved by so many but couldn't see it himself.

業績／成果 arts theatre 燃やす The 床に打ち倒す, where コマドリ danced for 20 years and was a 設立するing member, said there is a '無効の' in their heart since the 悲劇の passing

Fans and friends flooded X with 尊敬の印s to the late ダンサー?

?The professional Latin and Ballroom ダンサー (pictured in October 2023) was best known for his 外見s on BBC 's 厳密に Come Dancing for five years between 2010-2015

'May you finally be 解放する／自由な and find piece.?RIP Bobby.'

コマドリ was 以前 engaged to ex-partner Davide Cini and 提案するd on a romantic New York ヘリコプター ride in 2013 before splitting years later.

He also 以前 時代遅れの Marcus Collins, the singer who featured on The X Factor in 2011.?

In a 声明 発表するing his death, Sisco Entertainment said: 'It is with 激しい hearts that we 発表する the 悲劇の passing of our beloved friend, コマドリ Windsor.

'コマドリ's presence in Come What May was more than just a 業績／成果; it was an embodiment of passion, grace, and sheer talent.

'His 驚くべき／特命の／臨時の ability to 表明する emotion through movement captivated audiences, leaving them spellbound with every step.

'Beyond his impeccable dancing, コマドリ's vibrant spirit lit up the room, infusing rehearsals and 業績／成果s with 感染性の energy and warmth.

'His laughter was contagious, his 親切 boundless.

'His friendship was a gift 心にいだくd by all who had the 特権 of knowing him.

'コマドリ, you will be 深く，強烈に 行方不明になるd.

'Though Come What May will continue without you, your 遺産／遺物 will live on in the hearts of all who were fortunate enough to 株 in your light.'

コマドリ Windsor at tending the 開始する，打ち上げる of 厳密に Come Dancing 2012

コマドリ Windsor strikes a 提起する／ポーズをとる for the cameras with Lisa Riley during 厳密に in 2013

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Alex Jones and コマドリ Windsor dance at the 無線で通信する Times Festival on the Green at Hampton 法廷，裁判所 Palace in London in 2015