'He was the love of my life': Lindsay Lohan's 私的な diary 詳細（に述べる）s surprise 関係 with ヒース／荒れ地 Ledger

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A diary purpo rting to have been written by Lindsay Lohan has 明らかにする／漏らすd the actress was 'in love' with actor ヒース／荒れ地 Ledger at the time of his death in 2008.

The memoir, 得るd by 星／主役にする magazine, 詳細（に述べる）s the depth of Lindsay's feelings for the Brokeback Mountain 星／主役にする and hints at a romantic 関係 between them.

'Today ヒース／荒れ地 died,' Lindsay wrote on January 22. 'I’m in love with him… He was the love of my life.?

Secret diary: Lindsay Lohan apparently wrote that the late actor Heath Ledger was 'the love of my life' in her 2008 diary
Secret diary: Lindsay Lohan apparently wrote that the late actor Heath Ledger was 'the love of my life' in her 2008 diary

Secret diary: Lindsay Lohan 明らかに wrote that the late actor ヒース／荒れ地 Ledger was 'the love of my life' in her 2008 diary

'He taught me so much, and he was everything I’ve ever 手配中の，お尋ね者 and more. I want to hear him laugh and 持つ／拘留する me. I crave his touch and care,' she 追加するd.?

によれば 星／主役にする, Lindsay was even planning to visit ヒース／荒れ地 in New York City three days after he passed away, with the actress 意図 on introducing him to her mother Dina.

Lindsay is 報告（する）／憶測d to have broken 負かす／撃墜する in 涙／ほころびs in the middle of a Los Angeles restaurant when she learned of the Dark Knight actor's death.

Troubled: Lindsay, pictured in Los Angeles earlier this week is said to have broken down in tears when she learned of Heath's death

Troubled: Lindsay, pictured in Los Angeles earlier this week is said to have broken 負かす／撃墜する in 涙／ほころびs when she learned of ヒース／荒れ地's death

As they were: Heath is said to have split from Michelle Williams around September 2007

As they were: ヒース／荒れ地 is said to have 分裂（する） from Michelle Williams around September 2007

'When a person dies the world stops. I'm numb,' she wrote in the diary.

'There's an emptiness. And a 願望（する） to feel loved.

'A need to be held in the 武器 of someone who understands. But what do you do when the one who understands is gone?'

The new 発覚s 追加する 負わせる to rumours that Lindsay and ヒース／荒れ地 were once romantically 伴う／関わるd.

Indeed, in a 2008 phone conversation 得るd by RadarOnline, Dina? told Lindsay's father Michael that Lindsay 'was dating ヒース／荒れ地 when he died.'

Lindsay, who has struggled with 中毒s of her own, was also philosophical in the wake of the actor's untimely death at 28-years-old.

'It's like a game of Jenga, and when one piece slips, it all 落ちるs apart,' she wrote. 'One pill, one slip and it goes 負かす／撃墜する the slope, 衝突，墜落s and 燃やすs and it's over. Why? I ask myself over and over. Cry is all I can do.'

Baby love: The actor had a daughter Matilda, now six-years-old with Michelle

Baby love: The actor had a daughter Matilda, now six-years-old with Michelle

She 追加するd in an 入ること／参加（者） 時代遅れの January 31: 'ヒース／荒れ地 is a prime example of what this 産業 can do to someone.

'It craves to see someone fail. It brings enjoyment to us to watch one die. The 悲劇 and cravings for it can kill. And will.'

ヒース／荒れ地 Ledger 分裂（する） from his actress girlfriend Michelle Williams around? September 2007.

He left behind a daughter Matilda Rose, now six-years-old.

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