EXCLUSIVERead the 悲劇の last messages from the Aussie tradie 恐れるd dead in in ウクライナ共和国 - and the little white lies he told his parents to stop them worrying
An Australian tradie 恐れるd killed by ロシアの 軍隊s had told his family he was 熟考する／考慮するing at a German university while 現実に fighting on the frontline in ウクライナ共和国.
Queenslander Caleb 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） opened up in a 一連の haunting messages to Daily Mail Australia in the months before he 消えるd, 主要な to the grim news this week that he was believed to have been killed.
名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） 調印するd up with the Ukrainian army に引き続いて the ロシアの 侵略 in 2022 - after having been 拒絶するd from joining the Australian Defence 軍隊.?
The 25-year-old from Gladstone is believed to have died last month after 存在 攻撃する，衝突する by 大砲 解雇する／砲火／射撃 in a contested 領土 近づく the city of Izyum, in the Kharkiv 地域.
Since enlisting, Mr 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） had sent encrypted messages from ウクライナ共和国's ざん壕s to Daily Mail Australia 新聞記者／雑誌記者 Jonica Bray, 株ing 排除的 updates on his time in the war-荒廃させるd country.
In the correspondence, Mr 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） 明らかにする／漏らすd the real 推論する／理由 he was 危険ing his life to fight for ウクライナ共和国, why he was a prized 的 for Russia, and how he kept it all secret from his parents.
'It's not as crazy as most people think,' he said about what day-to-day was like in a warzone that's seen almost one million people killed or 負傷させるd.
'There are scary moments and bad thing happen around ウクライナ共和国 every day, but it's a normal country and it still has to operate like one.?
'The only thing is there's a 巨大（な） war in the background.'
Caleb 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） (pictured) is 恐れるd dead after he went 行方不明の during 激しい 大砲 解雇する／砲火／射撃 while fighting for the Ukrainian army in the Kharkiv 地域 several weeks ago
Since enlisting, 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） sent encrypted messages from the frontline ざん壕s to Daily Mail Australia 新聞記者／雑誌記者, Jonica Bray, giving his account of daily life in the war-荒廃させるd country
名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） 調印するd up to fight for ウクライナ共和国 after 存在 拒絶するd by the Australian Defence 軍隊?
Thousands of foreign 闘士，戦闘機s like Mr 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） had 調印するd up to help defend ウクライナ共和国, にもかかわらず 警告s from their 政府s, 含むing Australia, not to travel there.
The Aussie tradie spent anywhere from days to weeks in the ざん壕s と一緒に both 地元の 兵士s and other foreign legion members of the army.
'It could be 静かな. We could get 爆弾d or the ざん壕 could get 強襲，強姦d,' he said.
'Then I come home to the 支援する lines, I do some training, eat some food, work on hobbies, call and message family, friends and other loved ones.
'肉親，親類d of like what normal people do on their 週末s. Then, the cycle repeats itself.'
Mr 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） said he decided to 長，率いる to Europe in 2022 to 実行する his lifelong dream of one day becoming a 兵士 and 参加するing in 軍の 活動／戦闘.
His 初期の 計画（する） was to join the French Foreign Legion, but while on his way to フラン to 調印する up, Russia 侵略するd ウクライナ共和国, and his whole life changed.
事前の to joining ウクライナ共和国's Foreign Legion, Caleb 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） worked as a 貿易（する） assistant at a 精油所
A source from ウクライナ共和国's 武装した 軍隊s 確認するd Caleb 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる）'s remains have yet to be 回復するd
While on a drunken night out in Poland, Mr 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） crossed the 国境 and 長，率いるd to a テント with the 調印する '軍隊の一員.'
He 入会させるd and then 認める he 黒人／ボイコットd out in a drunken stupor for the 残り／休憩（する） of the day.
That night the entire base was blown up in an 大砲 attack and Mr 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） and others had to 逃げる into the 隣人ing forest to take cover.
After about a month of basic training, he was transferred to the frontline, but kept the news from his family.
Mr 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） said he used さまざまな encrypted apps to communicate because he believed that as an Australian, he had a bounty on his 長，率いる.
'It puts my life in danger if they know where I am,' he said. 'I just become a 的 on プロの／賛成の-ロシアの 電報電信 [messaging apps] groups.'
Mr 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる）'s last messages to us were sent in March, just a few weeks before he is believed to have been killed in April.
In 2022, the former Gladstone 居住（者） 調印するd up to ウクライナ共和国's 武装した 軍隊s すぐに after ロシアの 大統領 Vladimir Putin 開始する，打ち上げるd the 侵略
In those messages, Mr 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） 明らかにする／漏らすd his parents still did not know he was 支援する in 戦闘.
'I went 支援する to the 前線 again. I have some more scars, but I'm good living the dream,' he said.
'At the moment my parents think that I am 熟考する／考慮するing over in Germany.
'I will tell them soon. But at the moment there are bigger family problems to を取り引きする than my choice in profession.'
Mr 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） communicated with the Daily Mail during his third stint in a 職業 that he 主張するd '支払う／賃金s 井戸／弁護士席' at $3,900 per month with a '戦闘 特別手当' of $2,698?for every 30 days you are on the frontline.
'That's ３倍になる the 普通の／平均（する） Ukrainian 行う,' he said.
With no family 関係s, 遺産 or affiliations with ウクライナ共和国, Mr 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる） said he was used to people asking him why he's there, but after three years he was still 自信のない how to reply.
'Why I'm still here? It is not a fully 平易な question to answer,' he 認める.
Mr 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる）'s uncle Michael Connolly spoke to マスコミ on Thursday 確認するing that while they are in shock they are 持つ／拘留するing out hope he is alive
'There are several things that make me stay here and choose to continue to serve under the Ukrainian Army.
'But it seems やめる selfish to leave all my Ukrainian friends behind to を取り引きする a war.
'I'll stay until I'm ready to leave.'
Mr 名簿（に載せる）／表（にあげる）'s uncle Michael Connolly spoke to マスコミ on Thursday and said the family is 荒廃させるd by news of his likely death, but had not yet given up all hope.
'We're all in a bit of shock and we all are waiting on news to come out of the area,' Mr Connolly said.
'We pray that he will come 支援する home. It's very hard to speak about him in past 緊張した because in my mind, he's not - he's not gone.'
