Hayley Vernon has opened up about her mental health struggles in a raw?Instagram 地位，任命する 株d with her 信奉者s on Thursday.
It follows the former Married At First Sight bride's 決定／判定勝ち（する） to step away from her adult career - and has 誘発するd 関心s about her wellbeing.
In the emotional message, Vernon 表明するd 恐れるs she might '崩壊する' under the 負わせる of the 最近の life 移行.
'I'm fearful. And it's making me upset. I don't 崩壊する over much but 恐れる of loss is my weak point, from someone who has come from nothing it worries me and today it's got the best of me,' she wrote.
'いつかs even the "strong" people need a 手渡す,' the 37-year-old 追加するd.?
Hayley Vernon has opened up about her mental health struggles in a raw and candid Instagram 地位，任命する, 株d with her 信奉者s on Thursday
'I'm changing and have changed my entire life, it's for the better but it's also petrifying to do alone - funny because I've done everything alone. Even reading this 支援する I know that I always land on my feet.'
The reality TV 星／主役にする continued, 'Today I'm not ok. Today I'm upset, I'm a little 脅すd and I'm trying my best to know that I'm not alone. I'm having to rely on other people and so far it's 証明するing difficult.'
In another 地位，任命する, she 認める her mood was '暗い／優うつな' and 'there's been 涙／ほころびs' 同様に as 繰り返し言うing that she was 'not ok'.?
It comes after Hayley, who has spent the past four years working as a porn 星／主役にする and high-class 護衛する, やめる the 産業 last month.
In the emotional message, Vernon 表明するd 恐れるs she might '崩壊する' under the 負わせる of the 最近の life 移行?
During the 非常に長い clip, Hayley branded the sex 産業 as 'soul destroying' and said she would be '中止するing all adult work', 効果的な すぐに.?
'It just feels like a big breath out for me,' the bodybuilder said.
'I will not be filming any more ビデオs for [OnlyFans].?I think I have about nine, ten 解放（する）s left. I will not be engaging or solicitating [sic] myself anymore, or giving any of my 存在 to anyone その上の than what I have done,' she continued.
It comes after Hayley, who has spent the past four years working as a porn 星／主役にする and high-class 護衛する, last month
Hayley 認める that 存在 an adult 芸能人 was always 'so far 除去するd' from her real 身元, 追加するing that the 産業 had brought 'so much negativity' into her life over the years.?
'I was 苦しむing from 厳しい 苦悩, I wasn't 確かな of who I was because I was trying to be someone different. I've just made the 決定／判定勝ち（する） that it does not serve myself. It's soul destroying, I'm just going to say it,' she lamented.?
'And I know that a lot of people are going to be like, 'You're a hypocrite'... But I was 単に supposed to pass through this 行う／開催する／段階 of my life. I was never supposed to sit in it,' she 追加するd.?
In another 地位，任命する, she 認める her mood was '暗い／優うつな' and 'there's been 涙／ほころびs'
Hayley, who?earned a whopping AUD$90,000 within the first month of joining the subscription website OnlyFans, explained that she only entered the 産業 out of desperation.
'I got into it because I needed money during Covid, and I said to myself that I would ge t XYZ, and then I'd be out. And then I got greedy,' she 自白するd.?
'I have never felt so 解放する／自由な and so light in my heart since making the 決定／判定勝ち（する） to get out of the 産業,' she went on.?
Hayley also said she is now looking 今後 to working a normal 職業, and wants to use the 残り／休憩（する） of her life to help others.?
Hayley, who earned a whopping AUD$90,000 within the first month of joining the subscription website OnlyFans, explained that she only entered the 産業 out of desperation?
