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Country singer Jimmie Allen tearfully 解任するd how he?熟視する／熟考するd 自殺 'every 選び出す／独身 day' after 存在 （刑事）被告 of 性の 強襲，強姦 by 多重の women in 2023.
While speaking to Kathie 物陰／風下 Gifford about the 主張s against him, the?38-year-old performer 明らかにする／漏らすd how he の近くに he was to ending his life after two women とじ込み／提出するd 性の 強襲，強姦 訴訟s against him.
'I was sitting there and I literally felt like the whole world had just 崩壊（する）d,' the father-of-six told said during an April 24 YouTube ビデオ. 'Because the first thing my brain goes to is not the career, it's 'How am I going to 供給する for my kids?''
He continued: 'I had three then. I'm thinking to myself, how am I going to 供給する for my family? And then it 攻撃する，衝突する me. My life 保険 covered 自殺.'
Country singer Jimmie Allen tearfully 解任するd how he 熟視する／熟考するd 自殺 'every 選び出す／独身 day' after 存在 （刑事）被告 of 性の 強襲，強姦 by 多重の women in 2023
'I don't feel that way now, but in that moment, when you feel like you have nothing in the 中央 of a society where it's no longer innocent until proven 有罪の, you know you're 有罪の,'?
While 明らかにするing he no longer feels 'that way now,'?Allen said?in that moment he struggled to navigate 'in the 中央 of a society where it's no longer innocent until proven 有罪の.'
'I moved everything over to one phone, all my 証拠, pictures, text messages, ビデオs, everything. I was putting 弾丸s in my gun clip. 権利 when I put the last 弾丸 in, this was the freaky thing. I don't get notifications to my phone… a text （機の）カム through,' he remembered.?
Allen 詳細（に述べる）d the moment he saw a message from his friend, Chuck Adams, which read: 'Ending it isn't the answer.'?
'When I read those words that he text me, I read them again. I just stopped. I remember I called one of my buddies and he （機の）カム up. I gave him my gun,' he said.
As he 手渡すd over his gun, Allen said he told his friend to take it because he didn't 'need it.'
'My mom flew in, and then I started receiving phone calls from different artists checking in on me, 説 they love me, they care about me, they know who I am,' the singer 公式文書，認めるd.?
While he still 戦う／戦いs 不景気 and suicidal thoughts, Allen said he began seeing a professional.?
While speaking to Kathie 物陰／風下 Gifford about the 主張s against him, the 38-year-old performer 明らかにする／漏らすd how he の近くに he was to ending his life after two women とじ込み／提出するd 性の 強襲，強姦 訴訟s against him
'I was sitting there and I literally felt like the whole world had just 崩壊（する）d,' the father-of-six told said during an April 24 YouTube ビデオ . 'Because the first thing my brain goes to is not the career, it's 'How am I going to 供給する for my kids?''
'Every 選び出す／独身 day, I remember 戦う／戦いing: Do I want to live? Do I not want to live?' he said. 'When 法案s get 予定. I'm like, 'Man, my family would have X 量 of dollars if I would've took care of something,' but I realized that's not the way to do it.'
'After a few months, I started to look at the 状況／情勢 different. It went from, 'God, why is this happening to me?' to 'God, what am I supposed to learn?'' he 追加するd.
Now, he's 設立する 目的 in 存在 honest with himself and 'everyone else.'?
'I am 傷をいやす／和解させるing and growing for me and my children,' Allen said.?
He first became a father in 2015 after welcoming his son Aadyn. He has chosen to keep the 身元 of his firstborn's mother 私的な.?< /p>
He and his estranged wife Alexis 強風 株 a six-month-old son, 指名するd Cohen, 同様に as daughters Naomie, born in March 2020, and?Zara James, two.
Additionally, he and his friend,?Danielle, welcomed?twins Amari and Aria last summer.??
He first became a father in 2015 after welcoming his son Aadyn and has since welcomed five other children (pictured with estranged wife?Alexis 強風, who is the mother of three of his kids)
Last month,?Allen's former 経営者／支配人 has dropped her 性の 強襲，強姦 訴訟 against him.?
The country singer - who is still 直面するing a second 性の 強襲，強姦 訴訟 by another woman that was とじ込み／提出するd in June 2023 - had been （刑事）被告 of 恐らく 強姦ing and sexually 強襲，強姦ing the former 経営者／支配人 over an 18-month period.
The woman - who went by the 指名する of Jane Doe in 法廷，裁判所 文書s - agreed to 減少（する） the 訴訟 in the Middle Tennessee 地区 法廷，裁判所 which became 効果的な on March 14.
A 代表者／国会議員 for the former 経営者／支配人,?FeganScott LLC, also 解放（する）d an 公式の／役人 声明 to the 出口.
'FeganScott can 確認する that Jane Doe and Jimmie Allen have reached a 相互の （許可，名誉などを）与える as to 原告／提訴人's （人命などを）奪う，主張するs and Mr. Allen's counterclaims and have agreed to 解任する them.'
Last month, Allen's former 経営者／支配人 has dropped her 性の 強襲，強姦 訴訟 against him; seen in 2022?
'The 決定／判定勝ち（する） 反映するs only that both parties 願望（する） to move past litigation,' the 代表者／国会議員 追加するd.?
にもかかわらず Jane Doe 公式に dropping the 性の 訴訟 against Allen, she is still 告訴するing Jimmie's former 管理／経営 company, Wide Open Music, and the 創立者, Ash Bowers.?
支援する in May 2023, the woman in her 早期に 20s - who was 以前は 雇うd by Allen's 管理／経営 company - 申し立てられた／疑わしい the performer?first 強姦d her in March 2021, taking her virginity.
The 無名の woman also （人命などを）奪う，主張するd Allen would go の上に to 繰り返して 強姦 her, grope her, ビデオテープ them having sex, and 悩ます her with calls and texts even when he was on his honeymoon, Variety 報告（する）／憶測d at the time.?
Jimmie has since 否定するd all （人命などを）奪う，主張するs and says the pair's 性の 関係 was consensual.
In a 声明 to DailyMail.com, Allen said: 'It is 深く，強烈に troubling and hurtful that someone I counted as one of my closest friends, 同僚s and confidants would make 主張s that have no truth to them どれでも.'?
'I 認める that we had a 性の 関係 - one that lasted for nearly two years,' he 追加するd.
'During that time she never once （刑事）被告 me of any 悪事を働くこと, and she spoke of our 関係 and friendship as 存在 something she 手配中の，お尋ね者 to continue 無期限に／不明確に.'
The country singer - who is still 直面するing a second 性の 強襲，強姦 訴訟 by another woman that was とじ込み／提出するd in June 2023 - had been （刑事）被告 of 恐らく 強姦ing and sexually 強襲，強姦ing the former 経営者／支配人 over an 18-month period (seen in 2021 in Nashville)
'Only after things ended between us, did she 雇う a lawyer to reach out and ask for money, which leads me to question her 動機s. The simple fact is, her 告訴，告発s are not only 誤った, but also 極端に 損失ing.'
Jimmie continued, 'I've worked incredibly hard to build my career, and I ーするつもりである to 開始する a vigorous 弁護 to her （人命などを）奪う，主張するs and take all other 合法的な 活動／戦闘 necessary to 保護する my 評判.'?
Jane Doe's 弁護士／代理人／検事 Elizabeth Fegan 答える／応じるd that their 初期の 需要・要求する was to 会合，会う to discuss Allen's 行為 with the singer a nd his 合法的な counsel to 解決する the （人命などを）奪う，主張するs.
The 弁護士／代理人／検事 （人命などを）奪う，主張するs Allen 拒絶する／低下するd with the 返答 'was colored with 脅しs that his team would take steps to 公然と （名声などを）汚す my （弁護士の）依頼人' - leaving Jane with no choice but to '保護する herself' by とじ込み／提出するing the （民事の）告訴.
At the time of the 法廷，裁判所 とじ込み／提出するing, Allen had been 告訴するd for 性の 殴打／砲列, 強襲，強姦, 誤った 監禁，拘置, sex trafficking and emotional 苦しめる - which has now been dropped.?
Bowers and Wide Open Music were also 告訴するd for 重過失 and 参加するing in a 投機・賭ける engaged in sex trafficking, と一緒に other counts.?
Jane began her 職業 at Wide Open Music in April 2020 and （人命などを）奪う，主張するs that the first time she met Allen at a remote 逮捕（する） for CMA Summer Jam in May 2020 - that he shouted from the 行う／開催する／段階 'Are you 選び出す／独身?'
While his former 経営者／支配人 公式に dropped the 訴訟 earlier this on Thursday, Jimmie still 直面するs a second 性の 強襲，強姦 訴訟 that is 現在／一般に 現在進行中の.?
The woman - who went by the 指名する of Jane Doe in 法廷，裁判所 文書s - agreed to 減少（する） the 訴訟 in the Middle Tennessee 地区 法廷，裁判所 which became 効果的な on March 14 (seen in May, 2022)
A woman - who went by the 指名する of Jane Doe 2 - とじ込み／提出するd the 訴訟 in June 2023 and 申し立てられた／疑わしい that Allen had 内密に filmed her during sex.?
She （人命などを）奪う，主張するd that the singer?'無作為に' approached her on a 計画（する） in May 2022 and began to 追求する her with daily phone communication for two months, per Variety.
They then agreed to 会合，会う in Las Vegas, where the woman 主張するs she was sexually 強襲，強姦d in a hotel room.
She （人命などを）奪う，主張するd Allen had intercourse with her without a condom and told her he '手配中の，お尋ね者 to get her 妊娠している' - にもかかわらず her wishes to use 保護. She also （人命などを）奪う，主張するd she 繰り返して asked him to stop during intercourse - which he ignored.
The 控訴 明言する／公表するd that Jane Doe 2 saw Allen's phone hidden in the hotel room closet and it had 記録，記録的な／記録するd their intercourse without her knowledge.?
She （人命などを）奪う，主張するd she took the phone, left the hotel room and flew home alone, before とじ込み／提出するing a police 報告（する）／憶測 and turning the phone into the police.
Jane Doe 2 is 告訴するing Allen and his 護衛 and the company that 雇うd his 護衛 at the time. She is 告訴するing Allen for 殴打／砲列, 強襲，強姦, 侵略 of privacy and emotional 苦しめる.?
The に引き続いて month, Jimmie 反対する-告訴するd the woman?who （刑事）被告 him of 性の 強襲，強姦 and （人命などを）奪う，主張するd he filmed her during sex without her 同意.
A woman - who went by the 指名する of Jane Doe 2 - とじ込み／提出するd the 訴訟 in June 2023 and 申し立てられた／疑わしい that Allen had 内密に filmed her during sex; seen in 2021 in Nashville
によれば 合法的な 文書s 得るd by TMZ, Allen said the sex was consensual and that the woman told him she was '罰金' with him setting up his phone to 記録，記録的な／記録する their intercourse.
In the countersuit Allen 確認するd everything Jane Doe 2 said about their 会合 and how they traveled to Las Vegas - however he said they were kissing on the balcony and that when he asked to 始める，決める up his camera, she agreed.
Allen 明言する／公表するd in the countersuit they had consensual, unprotected sex with the camera in 'plain 見解（をとる）' on a 棚上げにするing 部隊 at the foot of the bed.
He （人命などを）奪う，主張するd he fell asleep after the 性の intercourse and after he woke up, the woman and his phone we re gone.?
Allen 明言する／公表するd he believes the woman took the phone and mailed it to police and that he did not get it 支援する - so he wants 損害賠償金 from her.
In a 声明 発表するing the countersuit Allen 否定するd the 性の 強襲，強姦 主張 again and said: 'As the son and brother of 強姦 犠牲者s, and the father of daughters, these 誤った （人命などを）奪う，主張するs are 極端に hurtful to me and everyone around me.'
The に引き続いて month, Jimmie 反対する-告訴するd the woman who （刑事）被告 him of 性の 強襲，強姦 and （人命などを）奪う，主張するd he filmed her during sex without her 同意; seen in 2019 in Tennessee
However, last year in October - すぐに after Alexis gave birth to their third baby - it was 報告（する）／憶測d that the couple had reconciled; seen in 2022 in Las Vegas?
In April 2023, before the 訴訟s （機の）カム to light, Jimmie and his wife Alexis 強風 - whom he married in 2021 - 発表するd their 分離, にもかかわらず her 存在 妊娠している with their third child at the time.?
However, last year in October - すぐに after Alexis gave birth to their third baby - it was 報告（する）／憶測d that the couple had reconciled.?
A 代表者／国会議員 told People?at the time that their 分裂（する） 'was never fully seen through 合法的に' and 追加するd the pair?'decided to work on things together and are still together.'?
The に引き続いて month in November, Allen's?離婚 lawyers told TMZ they 'lost communication' with their （弁護士の）依頼人 as he 作品 on his marriage with Alexis.?
