Jane McDonald has said she feels 'lucky and blessed' to have known 'real love' with late husband Eddie Rothe, who died from 肺 癌 in 2021.
The singer and TV presenter, 61, joined Ranvir Singh?on Friday's instalment of Lorraine, to discuss how getting 支援する on 行う／開催する／段階 has helped her 対処する with grief.
Jane 噴出するd over 'the most amazing thirteen years' she 株d with Eddie, and also 明らかにする／漏らすd how she 計画（する）s to 支払う／賃金 尊敬の印 to both him and her mother ジーンズ, who died in 2018.
開始 up on her loss and choosing to stay 肯定的な, Jane 認める: 'You have to find your way of 取引，協定ing with it, it's not 平易な. It never leaves you either.
'Everybody thinks, ''Oh, she's 支援する on 跡をつける''. No, it never leaves you. I have to make a 決定／判定勝ち（する） every morning what my day is going to be like, because you can go that way, or you can go that way.
On Friday's instalment of Lorraine, Jane McDonald, 61, has said she feels 'lucky and blessed' to have known 'real love' with late husband Eddie Rothe, who died from 肺 癌 in 2021
The singer and TV presenter?噴出するd over 'the most amazing thirteen years' she 株d with Eddie, and discussed how getting bac k on 行う／開催する／段階 has helped her 対処する with grief
Another loss: Jane's mother ジーンズ passed away in 2018, and the 星／主役にする 明らかにする／漏らすd that she wrote a song for her mother, 肩書を与えるd The 手渡す That Leads Me (pictured with her mum in 2013)
'I choose to go the 肯定的な way and it's not always 平易な. It's not always 平易な and if you have a bad day, that's 罰金. Have a bad day.
'But in general, now I look at my life and I think, ''I've got a lot more good days in my life than I have bad days now''. I've come on leaps and bounds and I think the music and 小旅行するing again, and getting 支援する with my 禁止（する）d, and 令状ing new stuff again is just, it's given me such joy and a 目的.
'My 目的 is to go out and entertain. Yeah, I think once you've 設立する your 目的 in life, everything just comes together and I feel my 目的 now is to get 支援する on that 行う／開催する／段階.'
Later in the interview, she said: 'It's that 目的 thing again. You know, my life is different now to what it was and my 計画（する）s have all changed now to what they were.
'I have a 広大な／多数の／重要な group of girlfriends that I go out with a lot, we go on holiday together. I laugh again and there's that one moment when you look in the mirror and you think, ''I know you''.
'I feel as if I'm 支援する! It's the music and seeing the fans again on 小旅行する that are going to bring all that joy. That's why I've called it With All My Love because I love the [fans] so much and they helped me through such an incredibly difficult time.'
Remembering Eddie, Jane emotionally told Ranvir: 'I had the most amazing thirteen years with this man. That's what I think of, how lucky and blessed I've been to have that time with him and know real love.'
Discussing her 近づいている 小旅行する, Jane 明らかにする／漏らすd: 'I wrote a 第２位 song for my mother. I wrote a song called The 手渡す That Leads Me, which is going to be a weeping moment in the show.
開始 up on her loss and choosing to stay 肯定的な, Jane 認める: 'You have to find your way of 取引，協定ing with it, it's not 平易な. It never leaves you either'
History:?Jane had known The 捜査員s 星／主役にする Eddie since they were 十代の少年少女s but they only reconnected in the 早期に noughties. They got engaged in 2008 (pictured in 2018)?
'So get ready fans ? bring your tissues! It's me just sat acoustically at the piano, playing this song for my mother and singing it. Then You Still Lead Me was the follow up but just as Ed became ill, I'd 記録，記録的な／記録するd that song so it's got a 二塁打 meaning.'
She continued: 'But it's for everybody, this is how I get throu gh the show. I don't think of it as my song, I think it is their song because there's so many people out there that have gone through 正確に／まさに what I have. The songs are for you, not for me, and that's how I get through it.'
Jane had known The 捜査員s 星／主役にする Eddie since they were 十代の少年少女s but they only reconnected in the 早期に noughties, before getting engaged in 2008.
The beloved TV 星／主役にする,?who rose to fame on 1998 docusoap The 巡航する,?was left 荒廃させるd when she lost musician Eddie to 肺?癌?老年の 67, 支援する in 2021.?
Jane was 以前 married to Danish plumber Henrik Brixen from 1998 to 2003.
