Flight attendant 収容する／認めるs the 職業 has 'RUINED her mental health' after she 苦しむd a 'traumatic 出来事/事件' - as she 収容する／認めるs '苦悩' about her career has left her wanting to QUIT

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A flight attendant has opened up about how her 職業 in the 空気／公表する has given her 'so much 苦悩' and '廃虚d [her] mental health' after she 苦しむd an 極端に traumatic 出来事/事件.?

Destanie is a flight attendant based in Philadelphia who has been 地位，任命するing about her life as a cabin 乗組員 member on her TikTok account, where she has amassed more than 58,000 信奉者s.?

The stewardess - who hasn't 明らかにする／漏らすd what 航空機による she 作品 for - recently took to the ビデオ-株ing 壇・綱領・公約 to let her 信奉者s in on what she had been going through for the past few months and why she is 審議ing leaving her life as a flight attendant.

In a viral ビデオ, which has so far amassed more than 4,700 見解（をとる）s, Destanie 株d that she had gone through a horrific attack after someone broke into her home - 追加するing that it has left her struggling to be happy.

Destanie is a flight attendant based in Philadelphia who has been 誇るing her life as a cabin 乗組員 member on her TikTok account, where she has amassed over 58,000 信奉者s

その上に, 予定 to her 回転／交替ing schedule and her low 支払う／賃金, she doesn't know how much longer she can 耐える working as a cabin 乗組員 member.?

She captioned the clip: 'Everything will get better soon enough.'?

At the beginning of the ビデオ, she said: 'Let's talk about how 存在 a flight attendant has given me the most happiness in the world, but has also 廃虚d my mental health.'?

She 警告を与えるd people on the web that she was about to get '攻撃を受けやすい' and 空気／公表する out some '激しい' updates about her life.?

Without going too much into it, Destanie 明らかにする／漏らすd that a man broke into her home in October and attacked her.?

Luckily, she was able to 'fight him off,' however she was still 'traumatized' by the 出来事/事件.?

'This was the most traumatic thing I have ever been through. It was disgusting what he was trying to do. He locked me into my house and I fought this dude off, which is so crazy to even think about,' she said.?

The flight attendant candidly 明らかにする／漏らすd that the attack 'messed [her] up so much' before explaining that she had to take two months of 未払いの leave from work, which 原因（となる）d her a tremendous 量 of 強調する／ストレス.?

She explained tha t she had spent that period with her family in California.?

She?has opened up about how her 職業 in the 空気／公表する has given her 'so much 苦悩' and '廃虚d [her] mental health' after she 苦しむd an 極端に traumatic 出来事/事件

When the two months were up, she moved 支援する to Philadelphia, but this time decided to move into a 郊外 with one of her previous roommates.?

She 認める that it had been difficult 存在 支援する because of how far away her 職業 was from her new home, 追加するing that it took her a 最小限 of 'an hour and a half and on some days, it takes two and a half hours.'?

'I live on the third 床に打ち倒す in a 安全な・保証するd building but いつかs it will take me two and a half hours to get home, and I will be lugging my スーツケース up three flights of stairs and I will just cry and question why I did this,' she said.

'I'm trying to not be too hard on myself because at that time, I wasn't in a mental 明言する／公表する to make any 決定／判定勝ち（する）s.'

The flight attendant 公式文書，認めるd that while therapy helped her in the moment, she 'didn't realize' that 'PTSD lives in you forever.'?

She said that her brain was in a 'very illogical place' and she didn't know how much longer she could continue living in the same 環境.?

'My brain just automatically thinks that someone is going to break in,' she said.?

The flight attendant 公式文書，認めるd that it was 意味ありげに more difficult when working layover flights because she was always anxious that a stranger staying in the hotel she was at would 船 into her room.?

'Throughout the winter, I realized I would really love a change of scenery, and I would love to move out of Philly at this point,' she 追加するd.?

'I just feel like I need a fresh start, 負かす／撃墜する to my 核心, I just need to go somewhere else.'

People on the web flooded the comments section and 申し込む／申し出d encouraging words of support to the flight attendant

She 認める that had been 'so 強調する／ストレスd out and panicked' because she knew she couldn't afford to move on her low salary.?

The flight attendant said: 'I'm 肉親，親類d of in a period of 人物／姿／数字ing every thing out. What do I want to do? I want to work a lot just to 肉親，親類d of save money and 人物／姿／数字 out what I want to do but I feel like my life could go 12 different ways and it's just so 混乱させるing.'

At the end of the clip, she said that while she loved her 職業, she was becoming ますます more 強調する／ストレスd.?

'Love this 職業 and I'm so 感謝する for it, but at the same time it has just given me so much 苦悩,' she said.

People on the web flooded the comments section and 申し込む／申し出d encouraging words of support to the flight attendant.?

One person said: 'Girl, I am so sorry this happened to you but I know you can get through this babes.'?

Someone else wrote: 'Always 高く評価する／（相場などが）上がる your vulnerability and hope the best for you!'?

Another 使用者 commented: 'You got this! Just take one day at a time! Everything will work out how it should.'?

'You don't deserve to go through this, I'm so sorry you went through this,' a fourth comment read.?